Do y'all get that just pang of pain in your upper stomach area when you know you should do something but are putting it off because procrastination? That happens all the time to me and every night I always say I'm going to do this thing but in the end I never do it. It always frustrating to me how I say I'm going to do something and I just don't. I have no idea why I do it. Part of why I write all these thoughts and crap is just to clear my head and maybe distract me from everything. It's also very rewarding to see numbers go up because of something you do so that's nice I guess. It's really validating to see them show up and go up. Thanks
Overall Thought:
ITS REALLY EMOTIONAL AT 11:55 PM