(First of all sorry to disappoint you but this a small story from the past.)
(-the past of our first villain Chronos.)
(I edited and added some new stuffs so please re-read it!)
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[POV]
When I'm still a child, I'm always been left by my own parents for work.
Be it when I needed them when it's Family days, Holidays or even Chrismas or New Year. They are not giving any time to be with me.
Yet there's still someone who's been with me at those lonely times.
I don't remember her name nor her face but because of her I survived that loneliness at those times.....
I don't remember how or why but we are close to close that we are already considered as a couple if you saw us together.....
But there's a one time when in our junior high school year.
"Yoshikawa-kun I love you please go out with me!"
I heared it.
It's her voice.
She confess to another guy.
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The [other] guy is called Yoshikawa.
He's smart, easy to talk too and a very kind person even to me.
He looked puzzled by the sudden confession of [that] girl.
"Umm.. eehh... are you not going out with Kurono-kun?"
He asked while looking confuse at the girl.
The girl's face twitched but recovered herself.
"No-no-no we are not!"
"We are just friends!"
She said strongly.
(Ouch that pains me.. I know that I'm average but I'm not that bad tho... well she's not saying bad but it's still hurts to be friend zoned sigh...)
"Ehh..? Then can you explain why are you two that close even tho you two aren't even a couple."
He said calmly.
"Err emm..."
"If you won't say it then it's fine but I won't be going out with you.."
He said looking straight at [the] girl.
"I uum.. it's because-it's because I've been given the task by my parents and her parents to look after him and to be nice with him... My family is getting the money... we are poor that's why we do this but don't misunderstood I didn't even like what I'm even doing....!"
(!?)
I became blank.
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Then Yoshikawa-kun continued.
"What do you mean you don't like?"
"Of course the thought of just being with Kurono-kun!"
She declared instantly.
(It hurt-it hurts!)
(I-It's all j-just a lie... All of it....)
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"I'm sorry Shi#*%i-san but I would consider dating you if you felt guilty or regret for deceiving Kurono-kun until now but you're not even thinking about what you just did to him...."
He said while looking disappointed to [the] girl.
The girl fall in silent.
Her reaction at Yoshikawa-kun's word is quite sublime but I forgot about it and don't really remember her despaired look.
Then....
"Kurono-kun come!"
[!?]
I came out and walk closer to them.
"K-Kurono-kun!"
I stare a bit at her blankly.
"I-I-!"
I only stared at her without giving any emotions like a doll.
[The] girl is shocked at the expression that I am making.
Of course she would be...
Because she already know [almost] everything about me.
Whe I stare at them blankly then that means they aren't inside of my world, they I don't and won't care about them or even remember their own names...
Then I stared at Yoshikawa-kun.
"Kurono-kun this is why I called you here.."
"For you to know what's the reality about... It hurts but it's better that knowing it late..."
He said while looking at me with sympathy.
"But not only that..."
He said while staring at me intently.
"I didn't call you here just for those reasons."
He said then stared at [the] girl besides me the flicked he fingers.
"FLICK!"
A pulse like energy shook the space between us 3.
Then "THUD!"
[The girl lost her awareness then fall to the floor.]
I stared at the girl yet I didn't felt like even helping her even just by pulling her a bit to reduce the momentum of her falling through her head.
I didn't felt anything..
Even the thing that is happening to me right now it felt like it's naturally entering and being something normal to me.
ThenI stared at Yoshikawa-kun.
"What do you need to me?"
I said while being expressionless.
He smile at me.
"Just as I thought, you're the most qualified!"
He said happily.
"Ahhem.. Kurono-kun what do you feel about the words love?"
My chest hurts after hearing [that] word.
Then I thought about my own family then stared at [the] girl who's laying besides me.
"I loath it..."
"It's better that I just didn't felt [that] it gaved me salvation yet.... It's only just mirage.. "
"And now it only given me more pain than what I should be feeling happiness right now so I loath it, hate it!"
Yoshikawa looked at me much more happily then laugh.
"Yes what I thought was right!"
"With this I would not look again for another more years!"
He said.
Then he stared at me intently yet her joy still can be seen through his eyes.
"Kurono-kun do you want to come with me wait no-"
"You will come with me you don't have any say or right to refuse me!"
He said while being overbearing but he's joy on his eyes is cancelling his intimidation to me.
"Ummu..."
"I-"
"OK LET'S GO!!"
He cut me off then grabbed me and instantly we aren't on the school roof anymore.
"Huh..?"
I looked arround.
"Where are we..?
I said then stare at Yoshikawa-kun.
"Humm~☆ We are at Kami-Sekai (God's World) and we are here to regester you as a (Lower) God in a fantasy world!"
He said to me like it's something very normal to say to someone like me.
I stared at him blankly.
"-and also Yoshikawa is only an alias call me Yoshikami a (High) God my junior!☆♡"
He said to me creepily.
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(What I'm only looking for is just a warm feeling of love, I only wanted to be with my parents even for just a small time, I only just wanted a friend that I'll be able to talk with yet even that feelings betrayed me, them, her, they all betrayed me, love betrayed me, everything about I know is fake... and as a compensation for that I willing to destroy love itself...)
Here is the start of Kurono or now Chronos of becoming one of the most terrifying and evil god in that world.
Targeting all the person with so many connections with love itself inside or outside of his own realm.
Like Takeru Yukiya, Mononobe Yuuto, Takumi Kazama, Shunsuke Kaga, Odagiri Rin, Ryunosuke Jun, Satoru Yuya, Kodoku Yu and lastly Satsuki Touya...
Yet he felt some of them like Ryunosuke Jun, Odagiri Rin, Satoru Yuya and Shunsuke Kaga as quite a likable people for him because of their similar past.
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Life is a cycle of good and bad stuff. So my advice is just go with the flow and be flexible to breakthrough all your problems.
Merry Christmas and advance Happy New Year!
-Author