I had a dream...
One had made me lost my path and astray it.
I killed people, monsters and demons.
I hugged the side of wanting to destroy everything and never got released to this hateful chains that is binding us.
And finally got killed by a hero.
.
Another one is I taked my ideals of wanting to defeat the last boss of this world.
I killed many demons, made many-many trustworthy companions and friends and defeated the most powerful demon king.
But lastly there is still another hidden boss after the demon lord.
After knowing it we decided to go to that next level of challenge just to get killed by "IT".
We died in vain just for that wrong choice....
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There is also a world where I became a neutral. This one got a lot of branches, there's a world where I got to marry the demon lord itself [Satalina], there's also a world where I picked Yuka and raised her... Umm and then married her after, many of them and lastly the best part a harem... But in the end we always die by the hands of that something in the end or ending up dying from someone else hand.....
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And finally a world where I can become anything, I broke the chains and the cage.... but why is this happening yes I didn't die but.....?
[Why...?]
Bodies of Satalina, Yuka, Mia, Risa, Sayu, Celia, Chia, Silica, Alice, Cruxia and all of our companions is lying on the ground.
[Dead....?]
[What the hell is this...?]
[Why did this happened?!]
Confusion, anxiety, anger, sadness, heartache, headache I don't know anymore.
I can't think straight.
[WHO DID THIS?!!!!!]
[I'LL KILL YOU SO COME OUT NOW!!!!!]
[I SWEAR I'M GOING TO KILL YOU!!!]
........
No one answered my question.
I can't feel anything.
I fall on my knee.
(THIS IS.... WHAT THE HELL IS THIS....!!?)
[AAAAAGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!?!!!!!!?!!!!!!!!!?!!!!!!#$%^^&*#$%^&*#$%^&*#$%^&**&^%$#*&^%$#*&^%$#(*&^%$#)(*&^%$#]
At this time black something came out from the body of Yuki.
Those black something is slowly consuming him.
[(WHY DO YOU CARE ABOUT THEM?)]
[(YOU ONLY JUST MET ABOUT A DAY OR WEEK EXCEPT FOR THE OTHER GIRL BUT WHY?)]
[(DO YOU WANT TO SAVE THEM?)]
[(DO YOU WANT TO AVENGE THEM?)]
[(AND DO YOU REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHY DID THIS HAPPENED?)]
..........
(YES I WANT TO KNOW WHAT, WHY DID THIS HAPPENED!!)
(I ALSO WANT TO AVENGE THEM!)
........
[(BUT HERE'S THE THING YOU CAN ONLY PICK ONE..... )]
[(TO SAVE THEM OR TO AVENGE THEM?)]
........
(I WANT TO SAVE THEM!!!)
[(GOOD ANSWER, NOW THIS WILL CLEANS A BIT OF YOUR SIN..)]
(SIN? WHAT SIN...?)
[(DO YOU KNOW WHY DID THIS HAPPENED TO THEM?)]
(I DON'T KNOW THAT'S ONE OF MY QUESTIONS!)
[(THE ANSWER TO THAT QUESTION LIES WITHIN YOU..)]
[(YOU ARE THE REASON WHY THEY DIED!)]
(WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT?!!!!!!!!!!!!)
[(IT'S YOUR FAULT THEY DIED! IT'S BECAUSE THEY'VE MET YOU!!)]
(NO NO NONONONONONONO NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!)
I hold my head with both of my hands.
[(THAT OTHER SOMETHING.... NO THAT EVIL GOD.....)]
(WHAT....?)
[(HE REALLY WANTED TO DESTROY YOU...)]
(....?)
[(MANY TIMELINES NOW THAT YOU'VE CROSS PATH AND DIED BY HIS HANDS.)]
[(FOR SOME REASON HE REALLY-REALLY HATE YOU...)]
[(YOU ONLY SURVIVE BECAUSE OTHER GODS PROTECTED YOU..)]
[(YET ALSO WITH YOUR EFFORT..)]
[(YOU ARE NOW RELEASED TO THIS TIME LOOP..)]
[(FROM THAT POWER OF THAT EVIL GOD..)]
(SO HE'S THE REASON FOR THIS BULLSHIT THAT HAPPENING TO ME HUH!?)
[(YES HE IS BUT....)]
(BUT...?)
..........
I blank out.
.
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[Wake-up~]
I slowly opened my eyes.
[Helloo~]
What I saw is something unbelievable.
[A-Alice..?]
Her expression change.
She's now wyry to me.
[How do you know my name and who are you!]
(She doesn't remember me huh...)
She pointed her sword to me.
[It's Yuki, Takeru Yukiya.]
Is it me or my hair is long again.?
I focus a bit of mana on my fingers.
[Don't try anything stupid!!]
I ignore her.
I started to trim my hair.
......
There done.
Then another voice came-out loud.
[EHHHH WHAT THE?! THE BISHOUJO(Beautiful girl) BECAME AN IKEMEN(Handsome guy)?!!!]
I looked at Alice in front of me.
.....
She's frozen.
[Y-y....]
[.....?]
I started to walk, to walk away from them.
(I Should get away from them or else....)
But just before I get away from them.
[UMM PLEASE WAIT..! I-I-I LOVE YOU PLEASE MARRY ME!!!]
[But I'm the demon lord and you're the hero...]
(So this is that timeline huh... Where the hero chases the demon lord not to kill him but to marry him.)
(But this also ends in a tragic way...)
(In the last scene the demon lord lost it's control and the hero who doesn't have any choice killed him and then also killed herself after that.)
But after I answer her it seems the world stop moving.
Everything became frozen.
........
[IT'S BECAUSE OF THAT SHIT THING CALLED LOVE EXIST!!!]
[THAT SHITTY THING!!!]
A voice unknown to me can be heard everywhere.
[I'LL KILL YOU WITH YOUR LOVERS, FRIENDS AND EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU IN ANY TIMELINE YOU HAVE!!]
(So his that one huh...)
Instantly memories from my dreams started to flash on my head..
Yuka....
Mia.....
Sayu....
Risa....
Celia-san...
Alice....
Chia-chan...
Silica-san...
Sena-san...
Satalina...
Everyone.....
...
A world where I live just to protect Yuka....
A world where I became the lover of both the two sisters Mia and Risa.
A world where there is no Sayu in this world.
A world where Sayu became a hero and met me as the demon lord.
A world where Celia-san became my student at magic studies and fall for her.
A world where I protect Chia-chan's world.
A world where I married Silica-san after becoming the hero.
A world where I pursue my dreams as an adventurer and hid the fact that I'm a hero with Sena-san then married her.
A word where Satalina and I rule the world.
A word where Alice known the fact that I'm the demon lord but still chases me just to marry someone like me.
(I....)
(I want to protect them....)
.......
[(Then the answer for your problem is simple)]
(Yeah I know.....)
I looked up in the sky.
A pitch black aura is surrounding the sky.
(I'll protect them and their future.)
[[Skill: God defyer Acquired (Passive)]]
[[Title: The One Who Defies the Gods Acquired]]
[[Hidden Title: God Chronos Envie Unlock]]
[[]Title: The One Who is Envied by the God's Acquired]]
....
[Now I will surely destroy this curse..]
[This curse that keeps destroying our future!!]
[[Warning: System Malfunctioning.]]
[[Do you want to ascend? (Yes/No)]]
[Yes]
[[Ascending.............................................................................................................................. Complete]]
[[Job Irregular wants to evolve? (Yes/No)]]
[Yes]
[[Job: Irregular is evolving.....]]
[[Success!]]
[[Job: Irregular turned into God.]]
[[Skill: Irregularities turned into God. (Passive)]]
[[Title: God of Greed Acquired.]]
[[Race: From Demi-God became a Genuine God.]]
(?!)
(What the hell....?!)
(In light novels that I read, ascending to godhood is not an easy task to get there with just some small chapters is something they can call a cheat even in wuxia novels you will have to wait for many-many chapters just to get there maybe 500-1000+ chapters well if I can say I beat Satou(Desumachi MC) Nie Li(TDS MC) or Linley (Panlong MC) on ascending to Godhood in just a few chapters!)
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(Sigh...)
[And now I guess I'm going to take care of that trash....]