After reaching home, arhaan helped her till their room, " change your clothes " arhaan said and went towards the changing room himself to get his clothes .
When hoor came out in her night dress, arhaan was already sitting with his back against the headboard . Hoor sat beside him, but didnt say anything . She didnt know how to start explaining .
Arhaan looked at her fidgeting body for a minute, then asked " are they always like this ? " he asked , and hoor nodded, not wanting to hide anything .
Arhaan closed his eyes, thinking about the verbal abuse she had to go through .the hurt on his face did something to hoor's heart .
She touched his cheek, loving the feel of his stuble .arhaan opened his eyes and saw hoor sitting by her folded legs looking at him .
" its okay , i had been with them for a month or so only . I lived with my own mother till then . When she died , i had to come here and live with father. Step mother didnt like me , she made sure to get me married as soon as she can " hoor said the last part with s bittet smile.
" not that i expected her to ,it seems like Allah hadnt sent me to be loved in this world. I always seemed to be a burden or a trouble for others "the pain and the acceptance of what she said was clear in her voice. As if she had compromised with this bitter reality .
Arhaan didnt like it one bit. He pulled her in his lap sideways and wrapped his arms around her .he kissed the top of her head then her temple . " you are meant to be loved , more than anyone ."
Hoor moved a little back and looked in his eyes" do you love me?" She asked ,expecting him to deny .
Arhaan looked at her for a moment,then said " if love is looking at you and feeling peace, then i do love you " arhaan traced her lower lip and then said" if love is wanting you smiling all the time, feeling happy at seeing you happy , then i do love you "he touched her neck, his fingers tracing her pulse " if love is wanting to be close to you all the time, to look after your every need , to fulfill your every wish, then i do love you " .
Arhaan cupped her face " if love is wanting to rip everyone apart who had hurt you , then i do love you " .hoor felt her breath stopping , she could see the truth in her eyes, every word he said , he believed it completely .
Arhaan held the back of her head and brushed his lips on her . Their eyes were still locked , arhaan's eyes went glazed, he licked her lower lip teasingly , then bit it softly . He didnt want her pain , he wanted to only give her pleasure, shower her in his love .
Hoor closed her eyes and opened her lips, loosing herself in his touch . His touch was pleasurable to her .
Arhaan started kissing her lazily , softly , savouring her flavour. He tasted every corner of her and started losing him in the kiss also . The hands which were caressing her hair, massaging her neck , now moved towards her back .
Hoor's breath hitched on his touch. He started moving it up and down on her back lazily . Arhaan was loving her soft curves.he wanted to feel her bare skin , his hands were staying longer on the hem of her shirt with each cycle . Hoor could feel that he was losing control, his kiss was getting more intense , more passionate .
She placed her hands on his shoulders and pressed , arhaan moved back breathing heavily . Hoor's cheeks were red , looking even more inviting to arhaan . He was getting drunk on her , her presence intoxicating him . He caressed her cheek softly .
" arhaan ... please..." hoor whispered in a soft voice and hid her face in his chest . She was getting scared by his intensity , his love.
Arhaan understood that she wasnt ready to face his feelings yet , he took some calming breathes hiding his face in hair .
He laid down with her in his arms , after dimming the lights he asked her to sleep . Hoor was tired from all the hustle , she fell asleep in minutes.