Advance warning : - This next chapter is a little harder to deal with, please skip it if you can not deal with reading about violence or suicidal tendencies.
Reader discretion is advised....
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I laid on the bed thinking about how tired I am and what my next ideas were. I can't move to a new apartment and just have the problems come with me, Steven deserves better than that and he deserves better than me. I had an idea, I am done. I have to end this now. One way or another.
I got up and walked to the door and down the hall to the kitchen. I got a knife sharpener out of one of the kitchen moving boxes and started sharpening two of our best knives. I also took the pack of box cutters and candles and matches out of another kitchen box. I started walking to the spare bathroom with the tub. I opened the door, this bathroom had no window not even a small one like the one in other bathroom. I turned on the light and i light all the candles, some around the sink, some around the bath some around the floor. I turned off the light and started to fill the tub. I turned to the mirror, alright. David. David. David! nothing. David I am calling you! I swear if you don't show up now you'll get to have sex with a dead body.
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He sat in a chair and gave me a smile and with a mocking tone he said Ohhhh so I can have sex with you since your not dead?
IT'S NOT SEX I screamed.
Oh baby I know you like it. I am not giving up since you gave in.
I didn't give in, anger rose through me and the mirror started to shake.
Calm down my love, I know you did. I can't come cum unless you orgasm as well. Your mind might not given in but your body did. He gave this smile like a kid who was wining a game.
I picked up the knife that laid on the counter next to the sink. I put it up against my own throat.
mmmm this has taken a kinky and different than expected turn He smiled as he spoke.
I hope the next body takes to you better than this one does I said coldly. I held the knife so close it started to cut in but I didn't care I was ready to cut my own throat at this point.
Okay okay okay you got my attention. Gosh damn your a fucking drama queen. he scowled as he spoke. I don't want to start over but I think you've thought of an idea.
My ideas ran out long ago I said as tears ran down my face.
What are you talking about? he got up and started walking towards the mirror. In all my years of existence you've never given up. You fought for us and You've fought me the whole way for the last 100 or so years. So tell me now, what's changed? what broke Dawn? he smiled.
You can have this body dead, and the next one I don't care if you force me first, I still will kill myself. I will not be forced into something I do not want!
He reached through the mirror and took a seat on the counter infront of me, he took the knife out of my hand.
So what your actually doing isn't giving up but actually fighting your hardest?
David -
He stopped me if you call David a bunch of times in a mirror it will do nothing you need to call me by my actual name and I think you at least deserve that. Paullulus David Morningstar . If you must you can also call me Paul but David will do if your not trying to summon me.
This is your last name? I asked
It's more of a title than a name but it's the full name yes.
Alright well you telling me all of this means nothing in a few minutes any way I said as I got the other knife off the tub.