Its been a week since staying with Chris and I went to school 3/5 of those days.
Chris sat there across the bed from me,
I am just saying babe I would like to have kids with you.
maybe someday Chris but I am 14...
Almost 15! I wanted kids when I hit 16.
Chris, I am not ready.
He Grumbled and mumbled and he came closer to me and started to kiss me. I pushed him away with my foot and he grabbed it and pulled me down and grabbed under my uniform school skirt. he pulled my underwear down and said clear as day, I am going to put a baby in you, weather you like it or not. has he held my underwear he tossed it, grossed out.
blood dripped onto the bed and all over my skirt.
Chris started freaking out.
Go clean yourself up! my mother's supplies are under the sink!
I went to the bathroom closed the door and started to cry. I almost got raped and my period saved me cause this kid is scared of blood.
I put a pad on, wiped my tears and went into the room and started shoving my stuff back into my bags.
Chris was at the door with his arm blocking the door way.
where do you think your going?
I am leaving!
and you think I am done with you?
I don't care, I can't be with you.
he slammed my belongings out of my hands.
his mother and brother were at the bottom of the stairs asking Chris to calm down. I threw my stuff out the window and into the front yard. I tried to run past him. he pushed me back and shoved me closer to the bed.
Chris I am bleeding! you don't want me like this.
made a disgusted face and pushed me back onto the bed. he pinned my arms down with one hand as he tried to pull himself out of his pants.
I kneed him in the groin and he fell over in pain.
he managed to grab my arm as I was scrambling to get away. he hit me leaving my eye bruised and slightly closed and swollen. I kicked him straight in the nuts and ran down the stairs. past his family and out the front. I grabbed what I could from the front yard and ran to the bus stop. the bus was coming and I saw Chris limping over.
baby, I am sorry, we'll talk about this.
the bus pulled infront of me.
Chris tried sprinting over as fast as he could, trying to wave the bus driver down.
I told the driver the black eye was from him.
he closed the bus door's and sped off, as I look at Chris's disappointed from the bus window.
I got a text from Chris every few minutes saying he was sorry, that he wanted to talk.
I called pixie and asked her if I could stay the night. she went and asked her parents who said it be fine if we were quiet.
I got to her place pixie set up her couch in her room for me. I explained to pixie what had happened. she was in tears and disappeared for awhile. I thought she went to the bathroom but when she came back she told me she went to talk to her parents.
they were willing to allow me to stay as long as I was clean, quiet and help around the house. I agreed and that's where we stayed till we finished high school.
I never talked to Chris again, and I got rid of the phone and number.
things changed for the better at least for now.