Chapter 38 - *WARNING*(18+&PARENTAL ADVISORY)Chapter36 The Revenge(Parts3of5)

While I stood in the hall waiting for Zane I watch as he sets his Vodka glass down and walks out to me,I can see the worry in his eyes as hee's worried about me. I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him,"Zane Baby I love you and I know that you don't want me smoking while WE'RE expecting OUR BABY so while Liam was out here talking to me I gave him my cigerette and I want you to know that I'm QUITTING!" I said to him as I hand him the rest of my menthol cigerettes."Oh Avery I'm so happy and I didn't want to MAKE you QUIT since I do know that you're stressed out alot with everything that has been going on baby. Plus you know that we've got Sam's Funeral. Buttercup I love you so much Sweetheart that I would NEVER force you to do something that you don't want to do or not ready to do. Avery I will always be here for you,OUR CHILD and the children!" he said as he hugged me. "Mom are you and Zane getting married?Angel,Rose,Aleck and I know that dad wouldn't want you to be alone or sad and to greive over him forever! Also dad trusted Zane with you and us as well as his life he told me that while you was in the hosppital and that if ANYTHING had ever happened to him he wanted you and Zane to be together and also to eventually get married!" Nick said to us and then both Zane and I looked at each other and then ack at him. Nick grinned at us as he reached into his jacket pocket and rertrieved an envelope."So dad wrote Angel,Rose,Aleck,Zane and I a letter and said that he had yours mom put up .So have you found it yet?"(Yeah it was in his flannel shirt pocket the one I bought him and loved him wearing also i would wear it.)"No mom he wrote you another one. He said if you hadn't it a day or two after either killing or fucking up Abel badly then I could tell you where to look. I'll give you a hint it's in one of the spots he was always at and it's in something." (Okay then I'll look afterwards tonight,then when we get back home. Thank you son, Nick just curious to why he gave you everyone's letters?Did you sneak and read them?)"Nope I wouldn't do that and he sealed them up. I was home alone that day when he gave them to me. Mom I love you and Dad loves you. He asked me to deliver a message to you Zane with your letter for him. Once you've read it,he knows you'll understand it and PLEASE DO what he's said.He also loved you BUT more like a brother then a lover,and also loved to share mom with you! He WILL ONLY EVER TRUST YOU AROUND AND IN A RELATIONSHIP with her! Also he was glad but RESPECTED YOU EVEN MORE when You admitted to him thast you're in love with mom,and he had already knew that you was! He wasn't even mad at you about it since you was MAN enough to tell him! So I'm guessing that he had given you permission Zane to marry mom. As he said to relay this message to ffrom my letter to both of you.'Tell Zane I said I give him my blessing and permission to stay with your mom and to take care of YOUR NOW whole family.I'll(Dad'll)be fine with it! Also that mom's tubes are untied,that all around her female parts there was bleeding,swelling and scar tissue and some other problems from what was done to her.So with her tubes being back untied agin it should help her heal way faster all the way. The doctorsaid that they could've done one of three things. Which was 1we wait to see if she (you) heals up on her (your)own but it could later cause her(you) some issues down the road.Or 2 we can put her(you) in a medical coma BUT all depending on her(you) and her(your)body, Avery can be in the coma for days,weeks,months or even years. So option 3 is the best it's to suck out all of the bleeding and to untie her(your) tubes.She can retie her tubes later on after she is fully recovered and healed up. It's up to you BUT Mom with your tubes being REVERSED was DAD'S way for you and Zane to be happy together! He loives you also he didn't want for you to go through or to have any kind of problems later on, or for you to be in a coma that you may not have woken up from or wait to see if you healed all by yourself without any kind of issues later as well. SDo with the first 2 that may not even work. So he had said 'YES' to the 3rd option. I was supposed to tell y'all BUT I didn't read it right away,then when I finally did read the letter it wasn't until after dad's funeral and after the party. I'm sorry it took so long but I didn't want to get you upset mom. Then I found out that you two are expecting a baby.Oh so by the way Zane or dad or whichever you prefer,Congratulations on being a father for the first time. (So let's all go back in therre,as I need to finish handling Abel.) I give my son a hug as I walk back towards the door,I turn back around to face Nick and Zane."So y'all coming back in or in a minute?"I asked. They both walked up to me but Zane stopped and put his hand on Nick's shoulder to stop him."Nick you can call me whatever you want." he said as he smiled.I tear up with joy and Zane pulls me close to him,so he could wipe my tears away."Alright dad and I'm going to call you dad because you've earned it!" Nick said as he walked in with us. I stopped as he closed the door"Awe so the boys are thinking of you as a father! Baby you're going to be a wonderful dad! I love you Zane!" i said as i gave him a passionate kis and he wrapped his arms around me as he kissed me back. Zane then took my hand in his as we went towards everyone,I let go of his hand as he went to my father and Paulie. "Hey Paulie do you have another cigar?"(Yeah here you are Zane now go over there to you FIANCE I'm sure you will be able to help her soon!) I watch as Zane lights up his cigar and walked away from my father and Rick and the 4 boys are all standing together as they lean up against the wall as they watch Zane and I so they can see what I will do next!