Just as I turn back to Abel my phone rings,so I stand up "Who's calling me Baby?"(It's Angel Sweetheart;Want me to answer it?)"Yeah Bad Boy." Zane picked it up and spoke to her as I cleaned my hands with alcohol and put on a pair of gloves and grabbed some thread and a sewing needle, along with some gauze and put it on a small metal tray; I then carried it to my stool and placed the tray on the floor. Once I have all of the items, that I plan to use on the tray I go back to my spot. I sit back down in front of Abel. I pour some alcohol on it ,then I cleaned the area around his sack and cock. I then grab his sack with one hand,as I take the other hand as I've my scalpel and use it to cut his sack off. Abel screams out in pain as tears run down his cheeks,then he passes out from the pain. I stitched him up and cleaned his blood up as I taped the gauze on to him.Then I cut his gooch from where the gauze is that is supposed to be where his balls are to his asshole! I then put his boxers back on him and just as I grab all of the instruments the boys and Paulie walk back in the room with the pizza and drinks. I pull the latex gloves off and wash my hands, Zanes gets a box of pizza and gets me a slice of it. We all eat the pizza and Paulie ,Zane and my father all have a drink while the boys and I drink the cola."Baby what did Angel want when she called?" I asked Zane as I get ready to burn Abel's tattoos off. "Nothing really just wanted to know if she could order dinner or if we was on the way home with dinner. So I told her to go ahead and order it, then put the receipt on the fridge so I could pay her back." (Alright then Baby and you don't have to do that, I'll do it baby!)"No sweetheart, they're just as much my responsibility too.I love OUR children just as much! I love you and OUR child too!"(Okay baby! I love you too Zane!) I gave him a kiss and then I walked back over to Abel as I put my silencer on my gun.I look back at him and smile just before I pull the trigger.I shoot Abel in both his shoulders and knee caps and then right in his cock! I sit down on Zane's lap and put my head onto his shoulder as we're sitting there Abel's begging for us to take himto the hospital. "I will not let you go ANYWHERE Abel! You're stayin right there!" I and right with US!" Igrowled at him."YOU do know that YOU'RE the Mafia Boss to Jakob's half right?" (Yes I do know that!) "When I die you're going to either take over both or you're going to start a war RIGHT Baby?" I punched him."YOU have NO right to call me anything besides Avery or Boss or Queen Abel!" He laughed while he coughed up blood."You're so stupid Avery Dear, I didn't KILL HIM!" I looked back at Zane, Paulie and my dad with confusion and then I looked back at Abel. "Who?HUH?" (I didn't kill Jakob!) "What're you talking about? I seen his dead body at the funeral that day!" I shouted at him with tears in my eyes I love Jaakob and hate Abel for KILLING him and then turned back to Paulie. "You seen Jakob right? He's dead right Paulie? He was dead when you picked him up? Daddy RIGHT? You said that You and Sam seen him get stabbed in his heart daddy!"(Avery!Darling I NEVER stabbed Jakob in his heart as I stabbed him in his CHEST NEAR HIS SHOULDER!)"NO he's DEAD I SEEN his DEAD body in the CASKET!" I shouted at him then I pulled the trigger as I shot him in the heart without any emotions what so ever,like it was just another mission and target for me!I didn't feel anything when I looked him in his eyes while I shot him and I watched the life leave his eyes.I seen his lifeless body hanging there as he had pissed himself. I now have to get a member in here to clean up the blood and piss. I didn't care that I killed him I wanted him dead for having me raped and beaten and for killing Jakob and Sam;even though Sam betrayed me and was RESPONEABLE for what had happened to me, he's still my kid's father and my FIRST but I could NEVER FORGIVE HIM for this! I turned back to Zane as tears are streaming down my cheeks,he pulls me closer to him into his arms and I laid my head on his chest while I broke down crying. "I did not feel a pulse when we picked him Avery. I took him straight to the hospital;now I will be honest my mey men did try CPR on him!" Paulie said to me. Later that night when I'd gotten back home I walked straight to the office. When I sat down at the desk I looked for our wedding album,since he had always looked through it every time he was stressed out. I found Jakob's last letter to me, so I opened it. "Sweetheart,I knew that Abel would kill me,So I had made sure OUR children and YOU was going to be fine.YOU should move on and MARRY Zane I trust him with you and he's in love with you.Don't worry I told him I'm fine with it. I helped him pick out that ring and I told him you wanted that ENGAGEMENT/PROMISE ring that you loved. I will always love you Avery FOREVER! I know that you"ll always love me forever as well and that you will NEVER forget about me either! I found out Sam's the one who had BETRAYED us both, since I was investigating him and got a letter stating that he wanted REVENGE on me. He got in touch with Abel and wanted to hurt me, as well as make me suffer all because he wanted REVENGE ! Also I really knew the moment he seen him that day at the hospital and Abel's looks was different from what he was told from us. So I had stopped trusting him right then and when he wanted to get back with Zane. My mother and I don't EVER bring Abel up since he hates us and blame us for his mother killing herself after OUR father left her and then married my mother. So I never had claimed to have a brother for that reason as well as we DO NOT get along with each other. I'm sorry Sweetheart I'd never meant for you to get hurt or for Abel to find us! Please STAY with Zane and MARRY him Baby Girl I know that he'll keep you and our children happy, and I also know that he'll protect you and them if it's the last thing he does and if it kills him, he would rather DIE PROTECTING YOU AND THEM then for you or them to get hurt EVER!He stayed by my side whenAbel had you and whenhe seen the video of what was happening to you I cried and he had tears as well he helped me get you back and to look for you; he was so hurt,sad,pissed off and wanted to kill everyone as he couldn't believe they left you by the trash dumpster like you was trash, SO Sweetheart that should tell you how much he cares about and loves you, not to mention he had shaved Carmen's hair off for YOU HAVING TO GET YOUR HEAD shaved some! I had not told you the whole the whole truth about WHY I HAD gotten your tubes untied! I had originally told you it would help you heal faster with the bleeding and swelling which is the TRUTH and I told you originally it would help you out with that so you wouldn't have to be in the hospital longer BUT that wasn't the whole truth and the ONLY REASON! I want you to be happy and wanted to GIVE You and Zane a GIFT of HOPEFULLY getting pregnant and giving him one child! Zane had told me one day that he wanted to have a baby with you and that he only wanted one child, as it didn't matter if it's a girl or boy; as he loves you and our children and was only 'back' with Sam so he would NOT know what was really going on between you two, so he could find out what he was up to as well. Zane said that Sam was acting weird with his phone and possessive over him and didn't want him near me and was pissed off when he caught you two in bed naked. Zane told me that he wanted to have one baby with you rather it's his and yours biologically or if you two adopted a baby, since he really wants to have a child with you! I knew you wouldn't be pissed off and that you would get OVER EVERYTHING that has happened. I want you to be HAPPY with him and PLEASE DON'T NOT do it thinking that your betraying me! You will NEVER betray me or hurt me.PLEASE take care of yourself and our children. I'm sorry I didn't tell you about Abel or that my father was a Mafia Boss or that you was married to A MAFIA BOSS and that my family and I are part of the MAFIA, as I was trying to protect and keep you safe and out of harms way.Take care of our children and yourself my Lovely Queen and Wife! I love you and our children Sweetheart. I will look over you and them and I'll protect you as well as Zane will always and forever! Love, Always Your Baby Jakob." When I finished reading my letter I folded it back up and walked towards our bedroom as I looked in on the children. I noticed that everyone had went to their rooms and that some of my kids was asleep already. When I got into our bedroom I put my letter in my dresser draw. I changed into a night shirt and laid my head on Zane's chest as he wrapped his arm around me. I looked up into his chocolatetey eyes and smiled at him,then kissed him passionately, "Goodnight baby I love you Zane!" I said.He smiled at me then licked his lips as if to savor my taste that was left on his lips. "I love you too Buttercup and good night sleep tight and have wonderful, sweet and happy dreams Sweetheart. You don't mind me calling you Sweetheart do you? Oh Mrs.Baker called me they changed Sam's funeral since it's calling for storms for tomorrow and next couple of days and she also said that she would let us know when it will be Buttercup." I hugged him as I kissed him on his cheek."No Bad Boy I do not mind at all, as I only want you to call me that and I know that you ask because I freaked out earlier about it. I don't mind at all and I know that you had also asked me that because that is what Jakob called me all the time. I am YOUR Queen,Women,Fiance and Sweetheart.Okay then well hopefully they're doing okay. I am ready to sleep as I'm tired and haven't rested any since we got back home fromour romantic weekend Baby so let's go to bed now" I said and he smiled at me then kissed my forehead. I laid my head back down on his chest so I could listen to his heart beat as it helps me relax and to fall asleep.I love Zane and I'm very happy with him as he keeps me protected and feel safe all the time JUST like Jakob ALWAYS did and he also cares for all of my children unlike Sam as he only paid attention to HIS children. We fell asleep cuddled up together tightly like something will seperate us while we are asleeping and we do this every night, with either me on his chest or he's got his arm wrapped around me when I'm laying on my side!
~AUTHOR'S NOTE~
I do apologize for the delay in releasing my chapters. I have things going on and I will release more chapters soon! So do look for them, as I do promise I will be writing more , I will be releasing another BOOK as well. NO it will not be part of The Gangster's Men series as it will be a BRAND NEW BOOK SERIES!!!! So I hope you all enjoy these books and my new book and I will teleae new chapters in this series and the new book soon!