Chapter 32 - **WARNING*(18+&PARENTAL ADVISORY)Chapter30 The One Who Betrayed Us!(Parts 3of4)

I'm not sure how long I had slept since all I know is I'm getting woken up to Rose, "Mom do you want to come downstairs and eat dinner? We made dinner and daddy Zane told us to let you rest until dinner." Rose said with her eyes filled with excitement. "So who cooked dinner?" I asked her as she jumped up onto the bed beside me."Well I'd helped daddy Zane cook dinner. He's so nice mom as he didn't get upset either when I made a mistake and spilled some of it! You know I'm clumsy mom so come on it's good!" I smiled as we walked out of the bedroom and went down to eat dinner. When I sat down at the dinner table I looked at my kids as the tears started to roll down my cheeks, so Zane reached over and held onto my hand. I took a deep breath before I spoke, "So your dad Sam is gone. His girlfriend and him was murdered this afternoon. I am so sorry kids!" They all look at each other and then back at me then to Zane. We all ate dinner together in silence as none of us knew what to really say so we all chose to not speak.That night Rose came up to me upset and in a panic "Mom Angel's not in her room!She's gone mom!" so I ran up the stairs towards her bedroom but Zane stops me in the hallway. "Baby what is wrong?" (Angelika's missing! I know where she went so I'm not going to panic. I was headed to her bedroom to look and see if she left a note so incase she ran away or just went to her father's place to get something of his.) "Avery she's okay! Angel told me she was leaving and going to Sam's house, so I gave her my old house key and told her to be back by 10:00 pm and when she got home then return my key." I give Zane a tight squeez and then walk into our bedroom. When I walked in I went straight to ou closet to gather the dirty laundry since I've put it off long enough! That's where I found Jakob's flannel shirt from a couple of days before he was killed and i started to cry. While I pulled out all of our laundry I picked through his shirts as I want to keep a couple out that has his smell on them. I put his shirt on when I find a folded up envelope with a letter in it, so I walked over to our bed and sat down as I opened up the envelope so I can read it. " Dear Avery, I want you to know I love you more then life in general and MY LIFE! I'll go and fight Abel and if I have to fight dirty as he wants me to meet up with him for a fight! Now this will ONLY end in one of three ways which is 1.He'll be killed or 2.I'll be killed or 3.We both will be killed by the other at the same time. I do understand that you're upset baby and I know that you have every reason to be right now! I do know that you love me My Sweetheart even when you don't say it, I know this since you're IN LOVE WITH ME STILL! Avery I'm in love with you still and I would DO anything for you, so just know that's why I am not pushing for you to speak to me if you're not ready to, and I know that you'll speak to me whe you're ready to Sweetheart! I knew that I should have Zane be the one to sit with you when I go to handle this meeting with Abel, since I know something and he'll tell you when he's ready too and when the time's right! I TRUST Zane MORE then I can say I do with Sam and to be honest I don't TRUST Sam all that much anymore! I love you Avery and I will NEVER STOP, so I need you to OBEY ALL of the request that I ask you to do. #1.DON'T CRY OVER ME all day & night babygirl because you need to be strong for our children if I am the one killed My Sweetheart! You still need to be an ASSASSIN & to Kill / Torture Abel so don't grieve for me and ove me it or Me that long Sweetheart as our kids will need you. I will always love you and our children and I know that they will try to be strong for you,but sad at the sametime so you need to be the one who's strong! #2.I NEED YOU to STAY with ZANE if I don't come back Avery! I WON'T ALLOW you to be SAD or HURT OR EVEN ALONE! #3.Make sure that Nick,Angel, Aleck and Rose stay in school and graduate and even go to college, so don't let them screw up babygirl! I love you My Sweetheart and I always will love you, I also know that you Sweetheart that you'll love me too! Now I want you to know that I'll still love you even with you being with Zane! You 2 made me very happy when I found out that you two was going to fix things! That was all I wanted was for you to be happy especially if something happened to me, so I needed to know that YOU was in a relationship with someone that I TRUSTED AND I ONLY TRUST ZANE WITH YOU AS I KNOW THAT HE'D DIE FOR YOU! I Love You My Sweetheart! Love, always Your Jakob." I think I reread my letter like 10 times when I realize that he knew Abel was going to kill him and he was trying to make sure that he had everything in order before then! I see something out the corner of my eye and i seen Zane's leaning on the door frame with his arms crossed as he's watching me with a grin on his lips. "You finally found it Av! I'm so happy now that you have gotten it!" ( Wait you knew about this letter?) "Yes I did baby! He gave it to me after I talked to him. He made me promise him that I would put it in that flannel shirt that you have on as he knew that is your favorite one. He also told me to stay you because I.. I had told him that I was in love with you. Then to my suprise he told me that he'd already knew that I was in love with you!" ( So that's what he was talking about then about knowing that you are in love with me? He said that he knew something but it was your secret and that you would tell me when you was ready and when the time was right!) "Yes baby. He also told me that if anything was to ever happen to him then for me to STAY with you and to NEVER LEAVE YOURSIDE no matter what! Now he already knew that I wouldn't ever leave you! As he ONLY trusted me to be with you Avery!" (Why? I am confussed now bad boy! What're you talking about? So he knew what the outcome was going to be then right!?) " I am sorry baby but I can't say as you will need to ask Rick. Yes I do know but I Promised that I wouldn't say anything so he could tell you Buttercup. Now put the laundry that you want washed in the basket and I'll do it in the morning, but for now let's go to sleep baby! Now before you ask me yes Angel has come back and is in her room. Yes I've set the alarm on the house." I stripped down to my sexy boyshort panties then put on a night shirt well Jakobs shirt. Zane pulled the silk sheet and fleece cover up for me so I could get into bed with him. He gave a good night kiss and wrapped his arms around me so I can sleep on his chest, we both fell asleep snuggled up together like that as we slept. The next morning I wake up to seee that he's left already but I don't know where he went and everyone else is either asleep or gone already as well. So I get myself ready and whenI got into my car I found a manilla envelope so I opened it up to find a contract, so I read over it and drive to the location. I parked down the street from the location then I put on a pair of gloves and a wig and then headed to the targets location. Once I get to the targets apartment I picked their lock to let myself in and then I hide when I hear foot steps, when the door opens i keep myself put for a minute. Just as I go to move I hear a knock on the door so I wait as I listen "Can I come in or not?" (No) then the door slams, so I walked out as soon as I've connected my silencer then I shot him in his heart. I then walked out once I grabbed his money and drugs then I got back into my car and went back home. While Im driving home I see that I have some blood on me and my phones ringing as Zane's calling me. I don't answer since im only 10 minutes away from the house.