Don't get attached to it. What do you mean it? It is our baby. It's not even a baby yet it's just a dot in your stomach. I'm keeping our baby Brad. Wait let's just think about this.

Your mom already doesn't care for you too much. What do you think she'll do when she finds out that you are pregnant. Your grandma just died from cancer. Every one in your family is having a hard time emotionally. Do you really think that they'ed be over joyed to hear that the family screw up went and got herself pregnant instead of focusing on her studies.

Listening to his voice was like Satan himself whispering in my ear, tempting me pulling me towards his decision.

Had I really been that easy to manipulate in the past?

Look, just let me push you down the stairs. That way you can lose it naturally.

Naturally? What's natural about someone being pushed down cement stairs? I could die.

Unfortunately this wouldn't be the last time a suggestion like this would be brought up to me.

His next bright idea would be pushing me in front of a moving car so I could lose the baby naturally of course.

Looking into his eyes I could tell how serious he was and for the first time I became truly fearful of him. This man didn't have my best interest insight, Nor did he care whether I survived his only concern was getting rid of my baby my Isaiah.

Later that day when I made it back to my dorm room I told my roommate that I was pregnant. I needed advice, and to be honest I couldn't go to my family for help. I want to keep my baby, but Brad is against it. I can't go to my family and I'm afraid of what he might try to do to me if I keep my child.

Nicole I don't know what to tell you other than the facts. It's your sophomore year in college. You can't stay on campus if you're pregnant. You wont have a job, or a place to stay. Im not sure how your family will react and Brad sounds like he actually might hurt you.

I had a lot to think about. Thanks for listening Ashely. No problem Nicole if you ever need anything I'm here for you. I went to take a shower, I needed to clear my mind. I had a hundred different things running through it by now.

I always told myself that I wouldn't be that kind of girl that put a guy before her children. I never thought that I would be like one of those life counts girls that me and my friends would scream at the tv for them being stupid. Yet here I am stuck in one of those moments. I have absolutely no idea what I'm going to do.