she: (grip his jaw while digging nails a bit pushing side stopping him while using her hand which was crassing his cheek)
you know i hate it.
he:don't seem like you hate me right? then why stop me please don't stop me.
she: no! just sleep here you must be tired.
he:n-not for you never for you princess.
she: (make him put head on her lap patting to make him sleepy)
he:(gripping her hand which was patting him gently kissing her palm of hands) i don't want to sleep right now.
she: just sleep am sleepy too.
he: ( sigh in disappointment) angel i want to claim you mine badly i don't want him to snatch you away from me. let me claim me yours and you only mine
she:just sleep i am yours from the heart.
he: not enough
she: (punch on head) (stern voice) SLEEP I SAID.
(push back head on lap ...making him sleepy)
she:( who the hell this boy is...his not my jerk. his someone else in disguise of my jerk.
his touch is not same as my jerk. his eyes not as my jerk has. my jerk never call me princess cause he know i hate that title most. he never try to force me to accept .. and stay bing stubborn. nor my heart beat like it always but..my heart my intuition saying this is not one i am waiting for. something is off
wait is this boy is kai?....does he know how to disguise in someone. what kind of ability is this. maybe am overthinking or maybe am captivated by this much sadness that i am unable to recognise my one. no he is my jerk my stupid heart must be sinked in sadness that he don't feel emotions again
here...
Lisa: now lie down close eyes and focus on what I am chanting with eyes close.
he: (make fists of hands)
here,...
i started staring at his face missing i was missing this face so much. but why i am not feeling the same as before. that heart why not beating and giving the same reactions as before...why did it still feel empty with you? i always deny you but it doesn't mean i hate you or i don't want to be with you like you do nor i ever hate you. you are the only one and hope for me. you are the moon in jet black sky like me. (kiss his cheek)
suddenly someone fell on the floor in front of me. I looked up and my eyes widened.
me:j-jerk? (wait my love is sleeping beside me then who tf is this person in front of me? (pick up pot beside me on the table slowly put the head of the first fake person on bed. and get up and before he could do something run to attack him.
he:( defended attack gripping wrist) babe chill down its me! i thought you would kiss me hug me say me i miss you so much. but look at this you are about to hit me who welcomes someone like this hum...
me: if you are here then who was in bed with me?
he: bed?( look up just to get shocked) he looks like me. same as me?
me: bish where were you! damn you bonehead!
he: still shouting my angry bird?
me:(crying on verge of crying quickly hug him tight) i miss you so much you dumb boy!
he:(hug back patting to calm her down) me too doll.
(cupped her cheeks wiping tears with thumb) shh now am here. shh! no one should know I am here.
i nodded.
he: (hug me tight pulling close) i miss you ssoooooooo much. don't leave me again please.
me: i never wanted to leave you at first place kai kidnapped me.
he: (greeting teeth) that bastard!.
well can I ask a question?
me: hum..
he:( how she knows am her. i mean she could have taken his side.) leave it. i forget
me: can i?
he: (sit relaxing back on the wall) pull her close in a hug let her put head on chest and rest on him ) do you need permission even to hug me now? don't make me feel stranger to you.
she: i will never (taking a relaxing breath whispering) finally my heart is beating the way it should. my idiot heart. (grip his shirt)
he:(kiss her head whispering) finally that heart of mine again going crazy and that peace is with me
both: (whispering so mutely as possible while exhaling breath)....my home.
me:(after minute)lets go from here. take me with you. i don't want to stay with him
he: i can't like his...need to defect kai. in any way possible it's the only way to bring you back
me: why is it that hard? you want me to stay here with him more days!
he: it's not like that. I am not going to keep you alone here. I am not leaving from here until i take you back.
she stare at his lips as he grab her in sweet kiss sucking her lips enjoying the spark inside him as she slightly push he move broking kiss placing his lips over her forehead
me: then there is no problem. and what about this fake jerk.
he: well umm? i don't know how it is even possible? i mean if i am here then how can this thing look like me. anyways his not handsome like me.
me: oh really!? i see humm..you should stop tricking your mind or first glance at mirror before talk
he:me? tricking my mind? look at this who's tricking own mind hum..(grab chin making her look at him and making eyes contact with each other's eyes)
Now say i am not handsome and that you don't fall for this face not once also
me:NO! (confidently) i-i-i hate you! now go (look down not able to bear eye contact)
he: (laughing) love you too. well you know i know the truth.
me:so what next?
he: change the subject again! well can i just kill this bastard who is sleeping on bed. or shall we just sleep on the floor because I am sleepy too?
me: do you have another option
he: yeah! i can sleep on your lap
me:(taking deep breath) you jerk! ahh i don't know why even I ask this question to him.
fine lye down.
he: sure (quickly lye on laps) makes me sleep now
me:why would I? close eyes and sleep.
he:(angry pout) am waiting!
me: (patting his back caressing his hairs ) sleep well..
(after a minute i look down just to notice his sleeping in peace. seems like he didn't have good sleep these days )
i smiled at his baby look. but soon my eyes fell on bed and my blood boil
i slowly put his head down from my lap and got up searching for a sharp piece of anything and i found something i quietly got on the bed and i rise hand land before he move i stab him but my eyes wided.