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Chapter 30 - Etta

I can't believe It been almost 10 months. I haven't heard anything from this Lawyer.Why did he give me a burner if he was never going to use the number? I swear I thought childbirth was hard. it is nothing compared to acting like nothing's wrong when you know about Hawaii. I can't stand when Danny touches me it makes my skin crawl. Your a cheater. when he sitting there playing with our kids holding our youngest. he still does the same things he used to do. he comes home and goes in full Daddy mode. I used to think he put his phone on silent because he didn't want nothing interrupting Daddy and his kids routine. he always says baby you have to take care of them all day. at least I could do is come home at night and take over responsibility and help with cooking. I mean he seriously does when he gets here 6 or 7pm Danny is a family man I just dont understand how we got here. It's feels like I'm the scapegoat. I can't shake the feeling I know the last 9 months we been on maybe 8 dates. I will take full responsibility for that because it used to be every weekend our kids spent time with their village. And we would spend the weekend reconnecting. I could bear to keep my kids away from their village so I still let them go. I mean it's not his family fault or mine that we are having issues. And nobody beside my lawyer and my Kandi ( Brianna) As well as Felix who is a great man. Knows what the real deal. I'm also glad that Danny take care of all the transportation.