I'm so ready to get off. Danny being weird I mean he been upset before with my work. Now I know he keep it's professional at work but he been colder than Ice. the way he asked about the hotel. I mean anyone would agree that was a little much. I was coming down to go to lunch in like 10 minutes. And she needed transportation so what was the big deal? You would think they had something going on. Wait does Daniel have a thing for Anita? Now to think back he been really different sense that night In Hawaii. when we was on the beach watching the sunset. I mean maybe he just decided to treat his wife right. and I honestly can respect that. damn don't he owe me at least a goodbye. Hell he can be on the Manhattan we can just kiss and say goodbye. I deserve that at least? I mean how can I mean nothing to him now. I used to give him excitement that he was missing. (at least that what Daniel said) I mean he doesn't feel like a goodbye is necessary? All them days and night we spent together. Damn I feel so low He just threw me away. Daniel Harris promised he would never hurt me. I thought he saw me I thought we had a friendship just not sex. I thought we had something. Now that I'm hearing I guess I was crazy to think I could have someone else husband and it work out. Well at least I used all the extra money he gave me. On cleaning up my credit and paying off my car. So I at least I'm out of debt.Well still got my house but that's not bad for the other woman right. And I have been able to save some money for retirement and raining day funds. So if we ran our course that's find just tell me. I don't want ask him not because I maybe right. I don't want to be labeled as argumentative or aggressive. I hate when those words are used to describe any women it burns me up. Guess I'll go clean up after the board maybe that will stop my mind.