he never even told me Danny damn. I guess it's cuz how my father and other so called man treated women for no reason I think different. I mean etta reminds me so much of how my mom was. would do everything to show she had my dad's back it was never good enough. and I always said I would never be a man like that. I just don't understand if you ain't happy why you got to cheat just leave or at least try to fix it. I know Brianna and I had it out. never because one of us was cheating that is a 100000000% a deal breaker for me. I've watched to many faith people end up with a std some herpes or HIV. Not because of them being cheating or drugs. instead it's the ones who claimed they love you. Like i can't and won't try to understand these new type of relationship statuses. you step out and you say you love them ? but how can you love somebody and hurt them so bad!! I used to always wonder how my dad will come back and tell my mom I love you. I want to be with you I want to stay with my family. the day my dad came back he was ready to sing that same old song. This time my mom had cleaned out the house moved ups three city alway. two a bigger house and told my siblings and I. I'm sorry but y'all have to your part too. i dealt with your father's mess because I wanted to believe he would change and for each one of my children. I wanted to make sure yall saw me truly try to make it work. But your momma not no fool so when I realized y'all poppa was a Rolling stone. and wasn't going to change. I called your auntie told her to find me a house big enough for all my kids and a big backyard fenced in . And opened up a different bank account and been making payments and fixing this house. took 5 years but I finally got all the repairs done and we own this house no mortgage. I have plenty of insurance on the house and y'all. Felix I'm sorry it took so long I know you felt like I was settling. I want you guys to understand I had to make sure we was going to be comfortable and safe. I ask that you guys do not give your dad this address. or anyone affiliated with your dad because they will give it to him. every weekend I will take you guys up there to your dad's house. the best I can do is every Friday after school you guys will already have your bags packed in the car. I will pick you up take you straight there so you guys can still have a close relationship with your father. when I say my mom kept her promise it wasn't a Friday that we wasn't at my father's house. until we decided we didn't want to go no more. so I definitely understand what Etta going through.