Pathetic! This whole thing was so pathetic! He was going to die at such a place and such a time! What else besides pathetic could this be!?
Furthermore, this whole week had been nothing more than a futile and pathetic effort to postpone his pathetic dying moment!
Even his nerves and mental fortitude were giving up with whatever was going on. He seemed to be losing his focus, and clarity due to the extreme tiredness.
Everything seemed to be going against him at the moment, as it truly looked like these were his last moments.
How much he would wish for this moment to be one of those cheat moments when and where the main character discovered some hidden talent, or power and reverse the situation.
But that was just a mere crappy thought passing through his mind, there was nothing he could do himself, and he had less than 30 seconds to go on!