She lean back on her car seat thinking about what she has done, was it right or wrong.
'WHY she thought of him as the first person over all the other people she knows ?
WHY didn't she give up when he didn't answered her call earlier those two times ?
WHY she had to embrace her in front of Ron ? Aaggh.....its so frustrating....'
In her disappointment, she started thinking about her marriage with him. What is their relationship ? Fake or Real...?
This marriage was not fake at all as they have done all the rituals in the presence of their loved ones and guests in a very grand way letting all the world knows about it. They have sweared in front of the God to be together in richness and poverty, in happiness and sadness, in success and failure. They are living happily under the same roof as husband and wife. But why there is this feeling of indifference, emptiness and coldness between them.
WHY ? WHY ?
But at the same time to think about it this all is not real also. As they didn't have a normal relationship just like any other normal couple. Their relationship is a title which both of them carry for the outside world. They are just some close friends to each other ..... no not close friends instead they are simply an acquaintance who are gaining benefits in their own way from this marriage.
Right this is the contract that they signed, to mind there own thing and focus to get what they desire in their lives from this marriage.
Why is she feeling so lost when she is about to achieve her dreams soon that she had longed for so much. Her dreams to be a famous fashion designer..... and to be able to get SofiaNa back under her hands.
She had long know what's going to happen with their relationship in future. So developing any sort of feeling towards each other would be a taboo to them. This is the last thing she wanted to transpire in their relationship. She didn't want to end all this in a bad note.
She gathered all her wandering thoughts, as she didn't want to pounder on these trivial things anymore. Things are happening in accordance to her plans even better than what she have had desired. She should focus on the contest and other things that will bring success to her.
REAL or FAKE this marriage is the key to her dreams and she had to hold it tightly till she reaches there.
Putting her sunglasses she ignited the engine again and motivated herself while talking to her car, "Darling ....let's go and celebrate this wonderful news with those who really wants do care... Today it's going to be a blast...."
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at Matilda's ....
Ariena had already informed her college friends Lenny and Stacey about the participation in CINA. Both the girls was waiting for her outside the workshop with Bruce, colleague-cum-friend.
Bruce was very talented, tall and handsome man with a smooth tongue. He was their mentor in Matilda's. As this was the rule in Matilda's that the trainees will group up with one of their assistant/employee to have a better evaluation.
The girls have met Bruce here only in an internal competition as they were paired with him to complete the task assigned to them. Soon they have a good bonding with him as he didn't look down at them at all and appreciated their ideas and views.
The moment Ariena step out of her car Lenny and Stacey jumped on to her to congratulate her.
"Oh my God I can't believe it you made it to CINA...." Stacey squealed loudly, while her twirl a few times.
"Congrats Ari, you are great...we need to have a blasting party tonight.... and no excuse..." Lenny jested with a full smiling face.
The girls were so excited that they didn't noticed that all those twirling was making Ariena dizzy.
"Okay okay now leave her , look at you two acting like little girls, can't you see how giddy she is right now.." Bruce came forward to stop them . He held Ariena tightly so that she didn't fall out because she was wobbling at her place, and said proudly and happily, "Congrats Ariena, your participation is gratifying...." he asked her when he finds her straightening herself, ".. are you okay now ?"
"Yes, thanks for holding me and for wishes Bruce and you two thanks for showing this much excitement..... I'm really grateful to have you guys as my friends.."she said softly as she was getting emotional to see her friend support and selfless love towards her. She felt relax she thanks all of them for congratulating her and promise to celebrate with them tonight.
"So I think we should go to LIFE bar for the celebration, as it's quite decent and good.." suggested Bruce.
"Nah that's boring ,why we only go to this bar everytime, it's a treat form Ariena, we don't have to worry about the money, right Ariena... " asked Stacey with Lenny nodding her head in support of Stacey with a hopeful eyes and smile.
"Hahaha .... Sure..... it's my treat Bruce so let's just select some place where we can have a wonderful time without any restrictions..." declared Ariena with a beautiful smile on her face.
"How about FUMES , it's really is a good, high-end sophisticated place, only for wealthies and celebrities...I really want to go inside there at least once in my life.... oh please, please say yes ..." pleaded Lenny with both of her hands clasped together and star shinning in her eyes.
Her actions made everyone to burst into a fit of laughter. Lenny was the drama queen in their group, she knows how to convince them to do what she wants through her acting all cute and docile. They always treated her like a little kid, as she was full of energy and eager to try new things without thinking more into it. Bruce often had to act like a protective father to control her wildness as Lenny was a beautiful cute girl with a look of girl next door and attracted a lot of problems.
Soon the group head towards workshop while continuing their conversation about the party, as it was time for them to report their progress to head designer Stella Ford. Stella was one of the top designers in Matilda's. She was also the one who will be organizing the Spring Fashion Week single handily.