there I was stumbling under my own feet.
As the ground shakes with rage from the conflicted what was happening all around,upon it was covered in destruction what we caused. creators of the broken land was scattered around leaving dead bodies from both sides enemy and allies
then it happened my body shut down in despair as I lay back and look up into the skies, all I saw was the corruption and started to wonder.
was it worth it.... why did I sign up for this..... can we save our selves from this corrupts?... thoughts circled around as I'm mentally and physically breaking down not wanting to get back up I wanted to do something but I was nothing.
till a rain of hope came down allies shouted "reinforcements!" tanks, soldiers,plains came over the hill coming to aid us in this dire situation then we started to overpower the enemy forces as the commander comes over to me covering in blood from both sides,she looks into my eyes seeing the despair and emptiness what remained inside.
she ask "do you want to change this world" I couldn't respond struggling with the words to confront her answer she gives me her hand and says "join me and well will get rid of this corruption in this world"..
as I go to reach her hand some allies grab her attention and I mess her hand as an awkward silence break out without her knowing I stood up embarrassed and join back into my group as she is confuse upon not answering her questions.
was we return from the last battle with out equipment badly damage we slumped into carriages trying to gain energy in order to carry carry on.Our group was a small group originally we was made with about 259 soldiers but from the last was we had lost 70 soldiers and 100 we badly injured we were thankful that we all didnt die on the remains of that battlefield as I look up into the skies my friend and ally commander alex trooper asks me
"why did you collapse in the middle of the battlefield" I gave him so any she started asking me more question relatable to the original question "why did you fall over" "why did you want to join if you are afraid" I gave him no answer he was getting mad by each second like a kettle boiling water.
he burst out "why did you join us if you didn't kill anyone?!" everyone turns and locks onto me as if I had to give him an answer, I reply "I want to change the world but blood shed just starts with more blood shed" everyone starts to whisper around even though the carriage wasn't very big so you could hear what they was saying I look over to him confused about my reply and angry about it
"has it ever crossed your mind that you don't always have to fight to win?, by fighting you cause blood shed then those relative to them turns that into hatred then that causes more and circles till you reach with destruction is made to the land" the gossip dies down as the sun started to set...
authors note
if I spell anything wrong call me out on it and I'll change it thanks :)