*So Aaron it's Devin. I found your address on your stuff. Sorry for snooping. You know it's not like me to get involved in other people's affairs. However it's hard to turn down a request from a beautiful woman.
Anyways, Marie said
"I'm sorry for blaming you it wasn't your fault you didn't try to get me hurt."
She's worried about you. Worried that your still mad.
Look Aaron I'm going to be honest with you. I'm only sending this for her. Despite the fact all you've ever done is try to force yourself on her, put her and situation she wasn't comfortable, and put her in danger, she cares about you. I've told her to give up on you. I don't think you will ever be a friend worth her time. Even though she isn't blaming you you grew up in this world and you know you are to blame. Just as much as the ones that made her bleed.
I love her. I have for quite some time. I've seen how uncomfortable you've made her. I'm sick of watching my woman worried about someone who's not worth her time.
So if you give a damn at all let her know you're fine!
I never want to hear her apologize to you again for something you've done to her.
If you ever make her cry again you will be sorry.
See you at school.
*** end letter ***
Aaron started packing up immediately to return back to school after reading the letter.
Once after school Aaron requested his own room.
He told them that he just needed to be alone but he was ready to return to his studies.
They granted him this wish but informed some it may only be temporary.
He went straight to the new room and put the stuff that he brought with them in there.
He slept there alone for the night and waited until classes start at the next day before going to get his stuff out of the room he shared with Devin.
He tried very hard to make sure Devin did not see him and that he did not see Devin.
He emptied all his stuff out of the room and it's the new room before the school day ended. Then he waited in the dorm room for Devin to get off school.
As soon as Devin saw him he smiled.
"so you finally know what I am. Are you going to hate me now like Alex?"
"no"
"good I've got to change them I'll take you to her."
"ok"
As Devin changes in front of Aaron, Aaron for the first time noticed his body. His muscles, the large bulge in his underwear. Aaron is starting to compare in his mind feeling a little subconscious about his self.
"Yeah, it's nice to be blessed with a body like this but I'm not in to men plus I'm in a very serious relationship so please stop checking me out. your thoughts are going to make me vomit."
"what, no I wasn't, you can read minds?!?!"
"audio and video" Devin smiled fully dressed now. "come on"
"ok"
Devon lead Aaron to the area where they've been hanging out after school.
...
I ran up to hug Devin as he entered the room. I didn't see Aaron at first because my eyes were fixed on Devin.
When I went to hug Aaron he stopped me.
Devin held me while Aaron spoke.
"I don't deserve your affection. I have done nothing to earn it. I don't deserve your worry will your care. I definitely don't deserve your apology. I'm truly sorry for everything I put you through. I don't deserve to enjoy your company. "
" If you believe what you say is true. Then you owe me this. Come sit and have a meal with me and my friends. " I say trying to sound strong. His response makes me feel a little like a queen speaking to a servant. He just nods lowers his head and follows me. There was a large group of us. Eating drinking and playing around. It was finally the weekend again.
At the end of the long night having fun we are all saying goodbye and heading towards our rooms. I let Tara know that I might not come back to the bedroom tonight that I wanted to spend some more time with Devin. Tara said she might not be alone so make sure I knock before coming in. We giggle and hug it's so nice having a friend who knows everything.
"Marie. " Aaron called for me. He hasn't said much all night. So I listen to what he has to say. "I'm sorry for what I did to you. I'm sorry for what I'm about to say. I'm sorry about what that means. I'm sorry about the actions that are going to go along with it. I hope one day if you can never accept one more about to say that you at least forgive me. I can't accept your relationship with Devin. I can't accept the feelings you have form or the feelings he has for you. I'm in love with you Marie. I don't want to accept this feelings that you have for someone else. I know you care about me I know you think about me I know you worry about me, I know you're attracted to me. so I'm not going to give up on trying to be with you. I'm going to continue to pursue you to try to convince you that you want to be with me. I see that Alex has given up. He's accepted the position as your friend and just your friend. But I need to be more than just your friend.... "
he says this not just looking at me but also looking at Devin.
"In that case I hope you forgive my response. " I tell him pulling Devin closer and kissing him. "I know what I want and it's not you. I love Devin that's where I stand."
Devin appears to be happy with my response to Aarons concussion.
Being able to read minds I knew Aaron had moved out of Devin's room. so I plan to spend tonight with Devin.