I washed all the blood off, changed clothes and waited in the courtyard. I will wait all day hopefully he will come by. I feel like I always meet him here. I hope to just hand him the letter and walk away, so I don't have to deal with his anger. It's cold I can see my breath and I'm still tired. I close my eyes setting against a tree. I tuck my legs in against my chest. I rest my head in my arms in my knees. The note for Aaron folded in my hand with his name on the outside. It's peaceful and I'm surprisingly warm. I'm really tired.
***Dream***
Alex and Aaron are fighting. They are punching, kicking and throwing each other.
They are yelling at each other but I can't hear what they are saying. I can feel a pain in my chest. Its because of me.
Aaron's head is bleeding. Alex has blood coming out of his mouth.
I don't know where we are.
It's warm the sun is setting. Alex and Aaron are topless.
Aaron transformed into a large wolf like man. Alex's eyes glow red he is moving really fast. They are bleeding, screaming, yelling. Alex has several deep claw marks bleeding into the warm dirt. I'm crying, begging them to stop but I can't move I want to run between them.
But someone is holding me. I look up to see it looks like Devin has a dark twin and his snow white skin, long black hair. He is holding me against his chest. Suddenly I'm surrounded by black feathers. He is flying while holding me. I can't see the fight fight any more.
Why is he taking me away I have to stop this fight before one of them dies.
Devin has sat us down far away.
He stands in front of me his wings gone and his hair white again. He is so tall and strong. But right now he looks really upset.
"Why did ( sound I can't make out ) them both you should have known this would happen. I told you not to (noise) him."
"I didn't it just happened." I cried "I've got to stop them."
"It's to late for that now what's done is done. The only thing they can do is fight for (noise) Why did you have to be so stubborn?" he sounds so disappointed.
"What can I do? How can I stop this?"
"Let me mark you now with a permanent mark and it will stop. The only way to stop them both right now"
"I'll do it! ."
"You will be mine for life. You will be unable to pick any other partners. Would you give your future to me for the safety of your boy toys?"
"no.. Yes.... it's not that simple. They are just friends!! . Also I trust you. Now please Devin! do it quickly, make me yours so we can stop them!!."
"Very well my dear. This will hurt a little, I'm sorry about that."
"it's ok I'm ready.". Devin embraced me tightly as I close my eyes. "I'm sorry Devin "
I could feel the warmth on my body as he held me.
*******waking up****