-No matter how much you regret or wish, if you couldn't do something in life, you can't do it after death either.-
"-Hey sing me another lullaby "
"-Am I your nanny?No ! As long as you don't put it in a polite way ' please Lilith ' I won't "
"-it's not like you have an angelic voice"
"- What did you just say laddie ?". Pinching his delicate cheeks
"-Stop it and do not call me laddie my name's Arius !!"
"Arius....Arius...How about Ary ? and for you it's liliy from now on!
The boy hasn't heard his name for years flushed red .
"-No way Ary are you blushing in embarrassment?"
"-of course no why would I?"
After that a long silence reigned.The silence caressed our skin like a cool summer breeze, smoothing our soul, taking away our jagged edges.
...
"-Liliy this song can you sing it?"
"-ok ! Today it's Tiny Light .It relates the story of a young girl who found her fate by chance."
"-is she beautiful "
"-Does it matter?"
"-yes I have had enough of your ugliness "
"-YOU!'hearing it from a kiddo it hurts bad'...sigh...Whatever ".
" If I were to come out and call you someone dear to me,
I wonder if my heart would feel just a bit lighter?
On the other side of a closed door,
I can hear the sound of a faint voice
Being unable to even move forward,
The two of us huddle together in solitude
But even then, the thought of being honest with my desires-
-That alone is enough to make me want to cry
Had you not been there, I wouldn't have known
Trapped in a coincidence is how I found my destiny
You being here was all it took to change my world."
.......
The egg yolk sun poured through the cracks in the blind and awaited entrance into My eyes. Sight still in the clutches of the night's glue, i hesitantly rubbed the dreams away. Thoughts of the visions in sleep come and go in waves, clinging on to the very last memory of the night but with little success.
"Ary?".The name of the little boy I have met though dreams resonated in my head conquering every inch of my mind .'who is he?and this mark in my chest ,huh! Is it schizophrenia?' As I turned to check the time my mom called me warning me that it's past seven o'clock,hurrying I wore my uniform and ran ,speeding up my way to school .
The school hallway was different today. Along the walls are balloons pinned on with cheap tacks, many of them already withering. Their colours are garish in the bold strip lights and from some dangle curled ribbons. It looks like a toddler's birthday party minus the cake and gifts. I saw An and Marry right ahead and as soon as their eyes catch mine they does a big eye roll -a gesture that sent chills down my spine-
"-What's the event? Everyone seems excited?"
"-you forgot again!"
"-The school sport event!!"
"-Did we have something like that in our school"
"-well last year you skipped it because you were sick guess you weren't aware ?"
"-Shit if I knew I would have stayed in my warm couch "
"-Don't be that pessimistic you will surely enjoy it Lilith"
"- yes of course "
Approaching by light steps Ruka pulled us from behind.
"-Hello there!"
"-Ru...Ru..ka!"
"-Do you have a death wish!"
"-It's not like we are friends?"
"-calling us so casually!"
"-Calm down why don't you girls behave like Ann"
"-Try taking use of her shyness and I will slice you into pieces "
"-You Healthy now !"
"-By the way how is Ramiel?"
"-why are you asking dear ?"
"-Do I have to justify ?"
"-No well he is fine"
"-I see.."
"-It's late let's head to the check room in order to change before the festival starts "
"- See you laterz!"
The cloakroom was a simple and welcoming place to keep your outer-attire. Up and down the room were stands with pegs radiating outward. 'The biggest problem right now how do i hide my tattoo?'