Warm feeling was making him feel safe and secure, he felt like it was melting all the coldness in him...
which made him recall all his life like a movie
Alex's pov
my whole life of more than two decades feels like a little clip of movie...
aha I don't know what is going on, but now that I think about all I had, it all feels worthless to me...
I had a great background in others view but I had to work hard and more than anyone, so that others don't have chance to belittle the name of the family. simple mistake which people make each day and other, even if occur for once becomes a stain, and I should avoid it at any cost. I think that it is the pure white robe that makes the tiny little dot of mistake to appear so eye catching...
Achievements so great are not made from nothing, all see the results but not the hard work..
it was not so easy to become the good person among the crowd, where everyone wait for the moment to pull you down... I did all this so I could set a good example for my brother.. the one who would kill me for acknowledgement of others...
Wasn't my life a piece of joke..all this feeling were pulling me down... but there seems this warmth that I was feeling, telling me to don't loose...and look forward... it's such a good feeling...
finally it struck to me.... I am floating in a pool of something... but there is something that is connected to me..I can slowly feel myself..my senses return to me... I am in a womb... it was like I was struck by lightning...
Wow god gave me a chance... I don't know where it will lead me to...but I promise myself not to think back..and not be a fool for once again.
this will be the last time that I have memories of my past... I feel myself to be favoured by the god to get another chance by my memories of the last life still with me, cause it not only knowledge but also experience that is needed to get to the top...
I don't know how much time has passed... I can feel my whole body now... and a relief washed me when I confirmed that I am still a boy..at least my gender didn't change... whatever is there out there l am ready to face it ...at least I am not a girl who is tied down by restrictions, don't take my words wrong, I respect women a lot and I know they can also reach great hights but they are tied down by the restrictions by the society and all...
time passed by, now I can move a little.. I felt something... I am not alone..."wow".. I heard a voice in my head..
"it's amazing"I said
"yeah I think the same"... I am so excited and overjoyed by the reply...
we are twins....
I can't describe how happy I am,
I can feel a strong bond towards my twin ... and I can say that from this moment on I have someone I can believe with my eyes closed... I feel it.