The time spent in a mother's womb is the best time of the life I think.
I think living for more than two decades I have also became a hypocrite unconsciously, well I thought I would forget about the past wholly, but, if forgetting is not easy, after being betrayed by the most trusted person of your life.
But the warmth of my mother, warm up my body, yet my heart stays the same, cold.
I don't know what I would do if I didn't had my twin. it gives me the reassurance that I needed the most, that even though I will have at least one person to believe blindly.
when I told my story to him, he held my hand and told me that he would support me all the way, and with our special bond we would have the strongest bond that no one could break. It filled my heart with warmth. I know that in future I can trust him unconditionally.
In the last few months we are therefore starting to move downward, in the position, to be before birth (I think you all know that in the last month the baby shifts and faces downwards, getting ready for birth ). being in this position is really strange, since we are twins.
"who will go first" I asked
"why do you ask.. it's gonna be you"
" It could also be you.. and I don't have any problem with it"
"No,no you go first.. I don't intend to have responsibilities"
"fine I will go first, but don't think that you would be free from all the responsibilities, just because you are second"
"ok I got it"
"Then we will see each other outside"
I felt great pressure on my head and I managed to get through this little passage. instinctively I closed my eyes a few times after I found myself outside .I could feel a blinding light and hear screams, the doctor was telling my mom to push harder.
"ah it's a baby boy"
said the doctor and cuts my umbilical cord and makes a knot, then handed over to a nurse, who was now wiping me clean.then I was bundled up in something soft.
amist everything the place was in chaos..and soon after another cry of baby was heard...
"congratulations on having two healthy sons"congratulated the doctor.
' so it's a brother, oh..my most awaited brother' I thanked once again to the creator for everything I got.
"hello brother"I heard him voice in my head... and now it's something I soooo... grateful for...
firstly I thought that as we were in womb, we were able to hear eachother... but now , outside, hearing is soo good...
I don't know more how many wonders are gonna happen....