I've seen the star on earth.
He lights up my world and there was nothing that made me so happy.
I miss him a lot.
I've done him wrong, he shouldn't be taking my responsibilities.
Afraid yet I am strong, why not test my abilities?
I've done him wrong
I am fine, and he should be gone
I'll miss being picked when I fall
All I do is bother him in every call.
At times I almost forgot he too exist, I regret, I still do.
His friendship with me is toxic, they said
Only if I had control of the past, it'll all be set.
My call log always has his name but will it no more.
The late night conversations, I have no knowledge anymore.
So habitual to him, his voice is still a relief and melody to my ears.
I'll miss him, yes I will.
Something went wrong, please blame me.
I am just a heavy burden to him.
It hurts so much, and I don't know whom to turn to.
I think letting go will be loving him.
Oh Darling! This is where we end
I don't know a lot about LOVE, but I'm in pain yet it is beautiful.
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