I find it hard to start the engine as I can't help myself to breath hard when I feel someone is doing a cause to give ground to our mistrust. I look for the key in my pants' pocket while I handle myself to keep my eyes fix and steady my body out from the horrible pain. "Someone is behind my back trying to build thorns to torment me". My wolf-soul suddenly overpowers me that my eyes becomes now an angry gold fire. I almost forgot that I was soaked in the rain. But then a flash of memory suddenly comes up to my mind that I turn off the engine of my car…
I hold her hands while I covered her eyes with my handkerchief. She hesitates to step up her feet on every rocky ground we passed by, yet I told her to trust me because I'm going to take her to the place I always come over whenever I want to taste serenity. "Are you sure we cross the accurate trail, love?", as I feel I'm walking like a baby who just started to learn how to walk. "Of course, I do. Do you think I'm playing around with you and lead you here to experience this useless difficult trekking? Of course, it's not that way love...". I step my feet closer to her and kiss her forehead. She tried to squeeze my chest but she didn't succeed since I'm tougher than her. "You really want to make me get nervous. Are we almost close now? I'm getting impatient here. If I can't resist, I would use my power over to you!". I laugh on her breathless attitude that makes me to love her more. "Your impatience makes me really to love you over again. I love you, sweety". I kiss her lips not waiting for her replies. "Victor! You're getting my nerves!". When I say this, he immediately take off the trapped handkerchief on my eyes and hold my two slim cheeks, "Surprise!". I open my eyes carefully though I need to blink as fast as I could to see clearly while I lowered my head. When I feel better, I lifted my head and I got blown away how perfectly crafted the view we witness. I thought we are at the top of a mountain alp, yet we are just down from it. The mountain ground looks like a hidden paradise that only few of us know that it existed. Its cold flowing river is surrounded by the wild huge sunflowers on which below of it are the dazzling daisies and dandelions. I can't help myself to be get surprise that I got away from the hands of Victor and pick one flower daisy and put it at the outer line of my ear as a decoration. I heard Victor calls me while I become busy to rush here and there of those flowers that brightens my day. "Be careful with your steps! You are totally got excited that you forgot who accompanies you here!". I laugh on his frustration that I automatically in front of his sight and grabbed his right hand. "Oh, come on cutie don't be. I want you to come with me. I want to soak for a while in this river". I let her enjoy what she wanted to do. I followed her request while I feel her hand holding mine, letting her do it to me. I followed her gaze and she is totally graceful as this is the first time she went here.
I was sitting on the sands while she enjoys to sprinkle me with some waterdrops. When she notice that I didn't throw it on her too, she finally decided to sit next to mine, grab my both hands and give me her sweet thankful smile. "Thanks for this day. It is an unexpected moment that you give to me. I never thought there is such a beautiful place as this". I fix my eyes on him and he did the same. I wondered on his face asking myself why do I linger to him easily. But there's no need for me to deeply understand it. Because there's no stronger words I can use on him. He's into me. I am movingly sure of it like a dying symphony of a song. "Why you are looking like that love?". I suddenly stop on my musing fantasy and I cleared my throat. To avoid the awkward situation, I told him, "Such a spectacular place to experience, isn't it?". He hugged me so tight, smell my messy hair and whisper to my ear, "You are more than this place, sweetheart".
I kiss his right cheek and I notice a folded paper on his shirt's pocket. "What is that folded paper for?". He take away his right hand in me and get it from his shirt pocket and he says, "I made you a poem. You used to love to read and listen to some stories, right?". I nodded to him. But before he could start to read it from me, he takes away his hands from wrapping his arms to mine as he about to start to read it for me. "I hope you will like this. it is entitled, "Morning Loves Evening". I turned my head to meet his and nodded out of excitement.
Morning Loves Evening
The morning begins to cast down as the onset of the dark predicts to come,
Still this reluctant feeling to end the day so bright and don't want to come.
The moon rises higher that bath the world to an ethereal light to come,
Together with the emerging glowing stars, brilliantly pinpricks in the velvety cloudless clouds to come.
It's there that I know you, know you from the very first start of world away,
That I never wanted to push away nor break the strings of beginning even it's world away.
You took so much time for me more than I couldn't imagine in this space of world away,
And how blind I was to realize that you not only loved me back but adores me much in spite of we're world away.
Words turn out to be not enough to say how much you mean to me my deepest love,
And seeing your face is a God messenger to me of how fortunate to find my deepest love.
You come to me as if a magic spell whether it charms me or not, this affection I feel to my deepest love,
But all I know this is a million for sure I will never weep over in the arms of my deepest love.
My love for life in this range of walk and run against the boundaries of love,
My love for life becomes my two shoulders I am secure no one can't be the one.
My love for life I know you hear the beating of my heart that's only for you,
My love for life you're my day I could completely say I love you so much in many hours of night.
When I was done reading it for her, she became silent. I didn't wait for her response as I sense she's into with the scenery. In the midst of our silence, I heard her saying, "I love you so much, Victor Scattoe". "I adore you so much, my Chiara….".
That memory brings me back to come back to her. I restart the engine again and fumbled for my key. I put the car in gear and eased the pedal down. I roll the car slowly to forward and hear the wheels crunch the pavement before I would begin to accelerate. For the last time, I gaze at The Gallery Show hoping tomorrow or by the next day I could see her. "I come back for you… this time, it is real…", I mouth without a sound hoping she hears me wherever she is with the other man now… I finally decided to go since the hard-rainy weather forbids me to stay long.
...in the middle of the night, I feel I'm half-awake yet I feel my eyes were in sobs. I don't know what kind of commotion that means but I started to feel discomfort for that. I move slowly to sit on the bed, trying to calm down myself. I used my power to recognize what was that about when unknowingly, I heard someone saying, "Come back to me…..." When I used to communicate who is that be, Clara registered in my mind link. I immediately went to her unnoticed to Hansel. I thought something strange happen her when suddenly, she handed me over my phone seeing Nellie's 20 missed calls.