Are you kidding me!!!!?? Is he retarded?! You know who!, I mean last time he was so goddamn sweet that made me go crazy for like a couple of days. And after that very sweet moment, he ended up ignoring me. Like really ignoring me. What is his problem anyway? He is so damn expert in making my emotions feel like in a roller coaster. I want to hit him, so hard, that he could feel all my feelings for him.
Its been a week since, and all we did, oh wait, nothing. Tell me, am I a joke? What does he take me for?
I tried to forget all my anger and put all my time into the activity were working at. This year's school visit is tomorrow and we help the officers to set up the welcome banner in the school hall and put some design. I work non-stop for 3 days straight, during the break, after lunch and after class in the afternoon. I just want to vent down my anger.
And so the day of the visit has come, we welcome the guest students in our school and gave them a quick tour. We guided them and answer all their questions. Damn, walking for the whole afternoon is tiring. Not to mention that I am still pissed. We all went back to our room after the visit. All the visitors had a little interaction with the students before they leave. But I didn't even give a shit. I am so mad that I wouldn't even give a damn.
That moment, just before I could enter the room, Mari, my classmate called me and handed me a piece of paper. I opened it and read what is written. Then I looked back at Mari.
"Who gave you this?"
"Oh, that guy" I looked the man she was pointing, we were on the second floor while the guy in the field where we can see him. It was one of the boys that visited the school.
"Why? What does the note say?" I just smiled at Mari. What was the note says?
(Hi, your name is Jewel right? Thank you for guiding us. You were cute by the way)
Yep, it was that phrase. I don't even know is name, well they introduce their name but I forgot. He waved at me and I waved back.
"He has a crush on you," Mari said while giggling
"Not a chance" I said and went inside the room. Ha! crush on me, like who would believe that, I'm not even that pretty. I lean on the wall, thinking, about that guy. I mean, he was cute, but not my type. And besides, after this day they will go back to their school. It's just for a day, so why bother. After a few minutes of thinking, Andrei suddenly do that wall thing, you know what I mean. He put his palm unto the wall just alongside of my shoulder facing me. With a serious face. I was a bit confused. Then he suddenly utters a very annoying sentence.
"Jewel, let's be together" Believe me, he said that. And don't get me wrong I am not some kind of hot high school girl at that moment. I was just living my own life. Yes, I had a crush on him during 7th grade, but now, I don't even feel a single thing. Well, I was annoyed, because not so long ago, he just played a song to Janet (our classmate). You know that kind of thing when you flirt with someone, and then here he was, uttering some crazy words. I mean I won't blame him; he just got dumped and maybe a little off. He was neither a bad guy nor a playboy, maybe he just wants to vent his feelings somehow. But too bad, I was in a very bad mood at that time, and not in the mood to play jokes.
"Get off my face or I'll kick your ass!" Yep, I said that. What! I was so pissed ad there he was adding to the things that I wanted to get clear off.
I went back to the terrace and look below. The visitors are still there. I was looking at them. Coincidently? the guy who gave me the note looked at my direction at wave at me, I do the same. Hey! I'm not flirting. I just have no place to go at the moment.
"He likes you?" With just a single phrase, Jeffrey made my heart race till it reaches the finish line. He suddenly stood beside me looking at the visitor's direction. I was totally shocked.
"H-ha! I don't think so" I cleared my throat; it suddenly went dry when he came.
"Of course he did, why would he give you a love note" I looked at him confused. I mean how he knew.
"It wasn't a love note!"
"Yes it is, I'm a guy, I know what they're thinking" then my head exploded with confusion and I can't take it anymore.
"Coming from you" I said in sarcasm. Yes! Sarcasm, I was so pissed! I mean, he ignored me, like I was non-existing, then Andrei, and he suddenly came to me and talked to me like nothing happen. Damn I want to Burry this guy!
I walked out and went to the canteen; I wanted to buy some water. I need replenishment.
It was already 5 pm and time for the student visitors to leave. We bid them goodbye.
Actually, before they left, that one guy who gave me a note left me with another note. His name along with his number is written in there.
Actually, after that, I actually don't know where the note goes. I just put it in my desk and throw the trash outside, but when I get back to the room, it was missing. But I just let it go. It's not like I have some plan on texting him. Am I being rude or something? I mean, I don't like him so it is best not to give him hope right. But it kind of makes me feel bad though, should I look for it? Or not? Maybe not. I am not committing a crime as far as I'm concern. But what if I hurt his feelings is he expecting me to contact him. Arggh! I hate my brain, make me overthink things.