Something changed in me after that night. What happened really? I was getting ready for my date night. Wore a laced silky thong with stockings, black leather jacket, white linen top with hot pink silk undergarments, short leather skirt as short as I could hide my linen shorts, oh my, I couldn't take the risk of showing my silk thong could I? After all legitimate date with a good, obedient and kind, a family guy type. I heard he is an incredibly intelligent person with empty heart, my friends were too excited about the date more than me, some says, he is a man with no teeth, not that much of a smiley guy, always seems something stuck in his mouth, too shy to show his teeth, too arrogant, small talker, no interest on women whatsoever then how I got the date night with him, hmm, that's the tricky settlement, arranged by his friend who supposedly, is his only close friend and a doctor, probably a psychologist cum general doctor. He fixed it with my friends. They showed me his picture and I thought why not. He seemed cuter than previous arrangements and he is little bit, an only man on moon kind a guy. It was all arranged in his office. I was suppose to meet him there, when I went there he was closing it already. I was on time though. He seemed little depressed about the whole idea of dating. Old fashioned guy, not used to dating, probably was in love once in his lonely life then never made himself available for anyone or not even saw anyone to fall for. I envy this type of people but the truth is, no one could stay happy in this sort of unsuccessful love life. Imaginary love drama that would never really happened in real life, just a thought of, having one time graceful shot of romance that would be perfect like a blissful memoir, is little too hysterical. Rainy night, little windy as well but he was not in mood for any women right then, just like other days, of course, or why his friend fixed me for him. When he saw me coming to him, he was closing his office, he was an event manager of his own business. Not even smiled at me when he saw me, felt tiresome, as if I was a hungry cat, asking for food to him, he just glanced at me idly then said follow me, we end up to his small budget car that was parked in the dark corner of the road, he showed me to get on to my seat beside him, without adding more words from my part, I just took the ride. He didn't say anything to me, turned on his old classical music of our ancestors who blessed us by their masterpiece creations, I was feeling kind of awkward and sleepy when he was in a trice asked me, to say something about myself. I was too bored to say anything to him, for some reason I didn't feel like talking to him. He seemed completely forced to be with me as if I was a girl from an alley who picked out from the street to spend a night with him. For some reason, I was not feeling good, I lost the interest of making any conversations after an hour of driving with him to his secret oblivion. Who knew where he was taking me, after an hour of staring the roads, he asked me to say something about myself. I was not furious or angry but felt, disturbed and bored by my own acceptance of that date. He noticed that I was sulking but he didn't mind at all. He accepted his misbehaviour, understood his mistake silently perhaps, because he was started to show that he was sharing the same guilt of accepting the date. I was completely shut out myself from showing any interest at all, actually I was not feeling any interest towards him after his negligence.
However, we, at last reached to his desired place. It was his prehistoric ancestors place. A private resort that belongs to him now. He was the only heir of the place. I felt like, I was in the middle of nowhere, completely darkened by the darkest of that spooky place. It was my first experience in my entire life of that kind of freakish dated moment. I was thinking then, what were we going to do there. No lights, why there were no lights, where the all lights went to. It was a private resort, it should be a beautiful place with welcoming views, patios, gardens and trees but what was that place, I couldn't see anything. I was thrilled by my frightening experience. I tightly grabbed my leather bag to my bosom and felt like lost my voice to even ask him anything. I was recalling my memories, why was I accepted to go for a date with this unknown person, what did I know about him, his doctor friend was saying, he wanted to help his friend, it was a case of psychological, then was he a normal depressed guy or a psychotic killer? Suddenly, I didn't realised when, he came to me from behind, patted my shoulder lightly to say, I should follow him but before that I was so afraid of my state that I startled to run away from him then he forced by the nature, to hold my waist with his strong arms, pulled me to his chest, close enough that I could feel his breath on my shoulder. He grabbed my waist to save me from my wilderness of thoughts and run away in the middle of the darkness, somehow, he guessed my thinking. It was a relief. He hold me close to his chest for a few minutes then slowly kneeled down to my ears and said with his smiling husky voice, let's take a walk. I was more frightened by his offer, he held me with his one arm to make me more comfortable and showed the way with his torch, it was a walk to remember for me. Howling fox and dogs noises, owls yawning, bugs crumbling, what I missed the most was bats, there were no bats, I was slightly disappointed, why there was no bats then it would be a perfect horror movie script, a night under the moon less sky.
We walked like that till we found a pathway that was leading into the heavy rainforest, it took few minutes not more. Then I understood, why he could not take his car with us. Wildflowers, bushes, scrubs, trees covered the whole place, it was quite impossible and troublesome at the same time. While we were walking together, he asked me, what did you expected from our dates? His arm was still holding me close to him. I said, a small talk in cafeteria or restaurant. Then he said, why was it necessary to have a meal? I was surprised by the thought. I never could've guessed that someone could question me on my first date like that. I was speechless. Then he asked me, are you a virgin or not, I was stunned and stoned there, could not walk. I said, what? He was laughing like a child and said, walk, walk with me. Still laughing then said, it's not necessary to answer me though but I am curious enough to know, do you have anyone in your house to worry about? I was feeling very worried about myself then, what I made myself into, is he psychotic or what? I hold my breath and said yes, actually there was no one, there in my apartment building to worry about me. I lived there alone, it was my parents apartment, they bought it for me so I don't have to worry about rent, it was my uncle's apartment building. I was tremendously trembling, he noticed that too, then he said, don't worry, I was just asking to ensure if it is okay to stay late for the date. Tell me about yourself, whatever you desire to say to me, he said. I was feeling so bad about the whole idea of dating a guy who is not interested on any kind of relationship with a female species that I could not say anything until he spoke again to ease my pain. He was saying, I was the victim of such nonsense at my younger ages, whenever I got close to any girl, they asked me such questions, so they could bully me, they were very mean to me, I was a little bit brilliant scholarship student then after whole day of school, I had to work with my uncle at the restaurant, it was a hard life but it seemed like yesterday. I had no time for any girl to date but even me fell in love with my teacher. She was a remarkable woman, lean slim athletic figure, big dark grey eyes on her milky toned skin, dark reddish brown coloured hair, well dressed, always in her best shape and manners and most of all always on time. I met her one of those bullied days, when a group of freshers young girls with their spontaneity, continuously harassing me, I never actually minded about those things because it seemed weird to me. She came in her brightest white summer dress with hot bright orange shoes, I could still remember, I was looking at her shoes, it was simply beautiful, her hair was a Dutch crown braided with colourful thin ribbons, slightly curled hair looking gorgeously stunning. She admonished them for bullying me, as for being a single guy and probably still being a virgin. She was my first crush and love. She helped me a lot those days but then, he silently sighed and said she married to her lover. Even in that dark, I saw a smear glimpse of tears in his eyes, I thought she might be very precious. He glared me with his soft eyes for a moment then again started to watch the path. In the meantime, we reached our desired destination, he opened the very heavy gate, there was a small bridge placed over the beautiful pond that was surrounded the whole resort, the starlight was glittering on the water which deemed sparkles shining glow which lightened the whole resort. It was simply remarkable views. He took me by holding my hand, so I could walk without any falls when we were infront of the resort, he said, wait here. Then left me there for a few moments, I couldn't take my eyes off from the water, I never saw such a natural beauty before, suddenly, the whole place was brightened by all the garden lights, it was a beautiful resort in a remarkable place, the whole area was covered by the rainforest, underneath the resort it was a fresh spring water from the nearby river, there was a strong barricade to separate the man-made pond from the river. It was a narrow escape from the river banks, nothing to worry about floods. The pond also had colourful edible big fishes. When I was enjoying the beauty of the nature and planning to play with those fishes, he came to unlock the door of the resort. It was a simple but elegantly modernized, well designed with all the necessary comforts, nothing more or nothing less.
Within approximately 3 ×6 meters, the whole domestic life was carefully portrayed, at front there was a big comfy wine red velvet sofa with sandalwood coffee table on the side of the walls, against it there was a hanging digital tv on the walls with wifi connectivity, at back of the resort, there was a kitchen with bathroom, both rooms were equipped with all the necessary amenities and an interior spiral staircase that leads to a master bedroom with double beds. I fell in love with the settings instantly. The entire room was in snow white walls and golden beige marble tiles in colour that lightened up the whole place with natural brightness. There was even a back door from the kitchen that followed to a backyard patios. He was arranging the dinner for us on the backyard patios while I was making music playlist for our small dinner party of twos. I helped him to arrange our dinner table. It was a beautiful settings, comfy iron garden chairs with table at the corner where all the flowers beautifully designed on the wall surfaces, the smell of flowers made the environment more lovable and romantic, from thereby a narrow straight pathway started that ended infront of a small floor fountain which was surrounded with iron made benches, at the corner there was a small barbecue grill and comfy iron sofas were designed in U shaped on the other side, upfront of the sofas, in the middle there was a lunar bowl fire pit. All being well organized under a glass roofed patios, it was simply gorgeous nothing less, the glass roofs were decorated with different types of climbing plants of roses and star shaped jasmine, at the back of the sofas there was also a hidden garden door in the shadows that passed by the maintenance room of electricity and generator then back to the entrance. Off white natural stone like marbles were used very gracefully on the outside flooring. Everything was well equipped and designed within the natural rainforest and heavy glass walls, in one word it was too good to be true.
I never could've imagined that a guy like him owned such a beautiful place as a private resort for his own vacation. I could marry him just for the resort only. Such a beautiful place could exist in this drought, dark and quite abandoned place, who could have thought of it, I could not even imagined it yet. He had a good taste indeed, for dinner, he set out a roasted glazed whole chicken, creamy zucchini shrimp salad, potato wedges, pickled garlic and beef, fried asparagus in butter, kimchi with chilli cabbages, lentils, chickpeas and red beans gravy, eggplant curry with tamarind, vegan spaghetti with white creamy sauce, and as for dessert, three vanilla, strawberry and lemon icecream in a bowl of custard with generously garnishes of marshmallows, chocolate chips, waffles and chocolate coffee sauce, after that we had a dandelion tea for our better digestion. We talked nearly about everything, we knew that both of us were too busy for not having the privilege to enjoy any kind of family life, we did several dates before actually, I was the winner in that case, he just a monk in my words as his friend said to us. It was a pleasant evening. Splendid time we shared with each other. He was a nice, good looking nearly handsome guy with here and there fats which was clearly invested with negligence of regular exercise but the problem was, he was not ready for any relationships. He was living his whole life alone, enjoying his every single day without having any kind of affections with anyone, dreaming about his own family life but ironically, he never figured it out how he was going to do it, weird wasn't it? Yeah, I thought so too. I never dreamt about a man like him as my date. His innocence really made me to love him, I was giggling like a school girl at his experiences. He was not ready for it but I had to force him to talk with me as a punishment from me for making me feel that much uncomfortable before, within half an hour we became very close that we were embracing each other, after a while of doing so, he proposed to show me his bedroom. The master bedroom was really cozy and comfy, the whole L-shaped wall was ornamented by engraved designs of nature which was the armoire that made of mahogany woods, the floor was a beautiful in its dark brown linoleum, the simple iron bed with blueish white sheet was a perfect compliments for the theme. We just made each other comfortable in the bed, hugging, cuddling and snuggling with each other to tease till I fell on sleep. At exact 12AM, when I woke up, I caught him caressing me, he was staring at me from his bedside corner armchair, playing with my hair. I was feeling guilty for falling in sleep on my first date with him. I saw an agony in his eyes that was buried for long time, I didn't leave the bed but I just invited him to my arms to lay down with me for a while, I could still remember that watery eyes which was filled with kindness, we were cuddling there for a long time, I didn't know how long but his heart was beating fast when I kissed him lightly on his forehead, nose, cheeks, he was already blushing, feeling shy, then to his lips and at that moment, the lights went off for the stormy weather outside. He needed an excuse to run away from me and the bad weather gave it to him. He jumped out from the bed in that dark right away and said me to get ready, it was a good time to leave the resort. I was planning to stay but because it was our first date, it was not going to happen especially in his case.
Meanwhile, the storm was roaring like a wild animal, raging the strength in every minutes, as hurriedly as possible we closed down everything including the electricity, we ran to our mini city car Hyundai grand i10, it's aqua teal was dual tone in colour I didn't notice it earlier, looking gorgeously stunning in every thunder strikes, it's shimmering aqua colour looking shiny in the dark of the storm, we rushed into the car, soaked in cold water of the storm, shaking like a wet cat. For a moment, he stopped to share a glance with me, he was smiling and extremely grateful as it seemed, very lightly he caressed my hair, touched my cheek and inspected my lips if it's still soft and delicate then with little bit of filled with satisfaction to himself, he made the car drive as fast as it could be, we just flew away like a bird. I couldn't believe that he was such a sensitive person, it seemed as if he knew me from a long time, I couldn't forget his last touch on my face, as if my hair, cheek and lips longing for his light touch. Afterwards, I could just remember the force of a big two eyed lights thrashed into us, my head was buzzed for a second in enormous pain so horribly that I could not remember any more further but during that time I saw, he was looking at me as lavishingly as he ever could be before that incident happened.
Moreover, I am really wishing if only, it was our wedding night, I want to feel his baby inside of me right now and his eyes would be bestowed upon me till the whole time. Now, it's time to call him for the second date, wait a minute, did we have an accident that night, then why I was remembering like that, ouch, what a pain, oh God, it was too much, my head, it's like bursting. Oh!! It's killing me, I can't stand it anymore, where am I? Anybody here!!!! Look at my head, what's wrong with it, what happened, why it is so painful, ah!! Where is everyone? Where am I? Why everything is so bright and blurry? Ah!!! I feel dizzy, I think I am fainting again, I can't move my right side, the pain is increasing in every moment, it's my right side that suffering the most, with agony and pain, it's making my left side uncomfortable.
Later on, the nurses dashed to her screaming voice, she was there unconscious for a week now, before that she didn't wake up for once, her friend died instantly on the site of the accident. A huge lorry truck bashed into them, it was not intentional, it was merely an accident, stormy dark night, both of them in a hurry to back into their home for safety that made both of them crash into each other, they forgot to take the safety measures. Only because of their unawareness, a simple storm took their happy healthy life into the jeopardy of unknown which could be avoided if they only stayed little precautious. The seatbelt saved her but it couldn't save her companion. The sudden unexpected hit from the huge lorry truck damaged very badly, his side of the car at first strike to the ground. She doesn't know what happened to him still, doctors afraiding she can't tolerate any kind of psychological or physical pain, it is probably too much for her lean body, her right side of the body was suffering the most, damaged very badly from the accident making it impossible to bear, it was completely beaten by the truck, doctors tried to slow down the damage from decaying and swallowing but it's totally upto her survival strength of the body.