Zachary
My wife became so busy at everything. As well as I am. When I wanted sex during the night she wasn't here. She needed to be with grandma to take care of her. She had to review her upcoming examination. I miss her and I miss sex. I keep seeing women around who are willing. I just can't help but think about my old life. I could have sex in a snap whenever I wanted to.
On my birthday, she surprised me with a lot of lovemaking before our holiday. They get back early to the Philippines, but I must stay for a while in New York for a few things.
The most unexpected thing is Alyssa she's in New York doing modeling. We get along and have sex just once. I regret doing it. I came back to the Philippines and make love to my wife, but I wasn't that active anymore. I don't know what's happening to me.
Maybe because of guilt. I glance at my wife beside me, naked and beautiful. I reach her hair and caress it. Then my phone dings and I reach it to see that it was Alyssa telling me that she's back in the Philippines. I ignore it and went to the bathroom and went directly to the gym. I left early, kissing my wife on the forehead.
"Are you coming home, late?" She asked. I stop for a while.
"I might be. I'll have a meeting with the boys."
"Then I'll have a few funs with my classmates. Is that alright with you?"
"Anything, dear." I kiss her lips and pat Taz and use my car. I check another message and I open it. Alyssa texted me again.
How about tonight? In my unit? I didn't reply and must think about it.
I meet her at lunch just lunch and I talk about us. I can't give her anything else but sex that she wanted. I don't know what the fuck I am doing but I still love her. Warren had seen us, but he didn't say anything at all.
So, in the bar, we started talking and girls coming on our way. Travis said aloud to the girls that I can't be available because I'm married. A group of people coming and there's only one woman catches me. Her back was on us as she orders on the counter. She's wearing a sexy dress that has a lace sleeve. Though it is a little demure it was sexy. She turns and my eyes widen to see my wife drinking a cocktail looking at me.
I crease my brow and a boy just maybe at her age come to her and talk to her flirtatiously. She just smiled and talk back in looking all businesslike.
"Your wife is there," Colt told me.
"I can see that."
"I never thought that she would come to a bar like this."
"She said that she's going to have fun with her classmates." A woman came to us and it was Alyssa. I look at my wife she's glaring like a laser. I stood and ignore Alyssa to come to my wife.
"Maeve," the girls with her seemed squirming or something. Alright, maybe because they thought that I was going to them. "Maeve, is this the place you said you wanted to have fun?"
"Is this the place as well for meeting with the boys?" she asked. "Obviously." She waved at the boys. I glare the young man who had his eyes settled on her.
"Can we go home?"
"Well, I thought you have a meeting. And we are just going to have fun. I haven't been to a bar in my life."
"Alright." I give my card to the bartender. "I'll pay for their bills." The man nodded and I kiss her lips as I go back to my seat away from Alyssa as I watch my wife have fun with the drinks. They are laughing. I just watch my wife like that, and it makes me so damn mad when the guy is still trying to hook up on her.
"Zac, I thought we got a deal," Alyssa said sounding mad.
"No," I told her coldly and glower at a few men around my wife. Then it's up, I stood and took my wife. She didn't say anything, and I took my card. I drag her outside and found her car there. I exhaled and turned to her.
"I can't do this," I said exasperatedly.
"Do what?" I feel guilty whenever she asked me back.
"I can't see you with those friends of yours. Let's go home."
"You promise me a thing, that I could still live the way that I am living back then. I wanted to have a drink and get drunk with friends. Can't I have that?"
"You are married."
"I know! And you are also fucking married!" she stormed to her car and I called her many times. She drove her car recklessly and I follow her, afraid that she might get into an accident.
But she didn't she arrived home and I did. She went in to shower and lock the bathroom, so I have to use the other one. We didn't talk even when we get to bed. I wanted to touch her and smell her, kiss her, make love to her but I couldn't. I am a dirty man.
In the morning, she decided that she's going to wall climbing with the boys and I will be there as well. She didn't say anything about last night. Her words hit me like a dart. Does she know that I'm having an affair with Alyssa? Alyssa kept calling me last night and I went to the balcony and have a sex talk with her, but I didn't get really, hard.
I try to make love to her but she's too busy preparing for the big examination. And I never felt that she sleeps beside me anymore.