Maeve
He's just quiet until we both eat. He kept kissing me but lesser than before. Is he getting tired of me? I didn't ask him to put lotion on my whole body because he seemed not in the mood. I do it on my own though it's hard to put at my back. I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and as I brush my teeth, I stare at myself in the mirror and started thinking. I look flushed and I'm getting tan. Was this all?
Maybe he didn't like me to become tan at all. I'll bring a hat and more lotion for our island hopping and scuba diving. I spit it the foam on my mouth and wash my mouth. Lots of things keep coming on my head. I look at my thumb where I got burnt. It still felt a bit painful.
I went outside the bathroom and found him on the bed. I took my phone on the side table and check messages.
"Do you want me to put lotion on you?"
"I already did," I told him and crawl to bed just to kiss his lips. "Let's go island hopping."
"You okay?" He asked with creased brows.
"Yeah. Why did you ask?" I said and he only shook his head and took his wallet and phone.
I enjoy the island hopping. The turtles and beautiful fishes on our snorkeling. We went back to the rest house and change our clothes for our last dinner outside since we are going home tomorrow. I dress up beautifully for him, even wore sandals. He didn't even compliment me. Well, it's okay.
Once that we are on the same bar, I glance around to see a lot of people. He had reserved a seat and the order was seafood that is already settled for us. He stopped for a while and I look at where he is looking at a woman, look so thin and tall as well, very glamorous. She's laughing beautifully. Was it his first love? I didn't ask.
I am no pair to her. Was it because she was here last night and she's here again and that's why he chooses this place?
"I'll use the powder room for a while," I told him. He smiled and kissed me. As I turn back, my heart shatters to see him walking directly to the woman. I get in and breathe as I face in the mirror. I fix my brows and my lipstick. I even fix my hair.
I got out and found him with the woman on the corner. They seemed to flirt at each other and I can hear them a little. It's about their past and a few things that make me vomit. I come back to the powder room and call Warren. I didn't know why I call him, but I just dialed him. I locked myself in the cubicle.
"Hey!"
"Warren, can I ask you something?"
"Yeah, sure."
"What does his first love look like?"
"Why are you suddenly curious?"
"Please, just answer my question."
"Well, she's sexy, slender and tall, she's a bit tan, a black beauty."
"Did they see each other after that incident?"
"They did meet few times and probably fuck—" I hold my chest that gets tighter. "You alright?"
"Yeah," I breathed. "I'm just curious suddenly." I wipe a tear from my eyes. I hang up and sniffled.
I wanted to keep hoping for his promise. I wanted to think that he loves me. I wanted to think that he will be faithful to me. I fix my makeup again and go out to see him outside the powder room.
"I'm hungry, babe." He pouted. I smiled through it cracks a bit.
"You are always hungry." I took his arm and throw it on my shoulder as we go to our table that is getting settled. I look at the girl who is looking on our way.
"I think I have to work out."
"You are always working out on me." He laughed and kissed the top of my head.
We started eating and he's eating a lot. I removed the skin of the big shrimps that he ordered and make him eat a lot. He even licked and suck my fingers. Suck that bitch! It just came out from my mind because the woman, keep glancing in our direction. I had eaten a lot as well. Lots of shrimps and a few chickens without rice. We got out of the bar and I ask him to carry me though I am heavy. He just carried since he wanted to work out.
He carried me until our room. He put me down and I started removing his shirt and give kisses on his chest and his abdominal. Maybe this will ease his head. Maybe this will make him forget her. I push his shorts and his boxers and suck his cock. I don't care. He had to love me. I'm desperate now.
"Ohhh, babe…" I make him lay down and I started sucking it, licking it around even on the heavy head. Though it doesn't taste good nor bad, I continue and just savor it. He watched me.
I want him not to resist me anymore. I want him to love me and never let me go. I want him more than I want my life. He's my life now. I don't know how that happened, but I am desperate for his love and I will do everything for him to love me.
"I never thought that you'll be that good." I suck deeper until it hits my throat. I gag and pull out. He caressed my hair. "You can stop now." But I keep on sucking and licking and stroking until he came a lot on my face. He rested while I am cleaning my face. I climb down and went to the bathroom locked it and open the shower. I get in and started crying just to comfort my broken heart.