Maeve
Blood draws a lot from the cut more finger. I immediately grabbed some tissue and hold the blood and go to the bedroom to pick the first aid kit that I found on the drawer. I stop from opening when I saw him on the balcony. He's whispering and talking huskily. The balcony is a bit open and the wind is coming in and I can hear him. I open the drawer and took the box.
"Now your fingers on your clit. Rub it for me…. Good, very good Alyssa, keep rubbing it. Where's your dildo?"
That just breaks my heart more than this wound hurts. I go to the bathroom and put it on the sink. I gasped. My heart is clenching really, hard. I choke few cries and I turn on the faucet. Why would I hide? I'm the wife. But, I don't I have his heart.
I get in on the bathtub and let the shower rain on me as I sat there and hug myself and cry. Because crying is all I can do. Because crying is the only thing that could comfort me. I keep crying and don't even care if he's knocking.
He promised me. His promises keep on getting inside my head. That he'll love me, and he promised to be faithful. He promised me! I don't know that I could get mad and hurt like this. I never cry like this before. I always hide and hold my tears whenever I am hurt and in pain. But this is the most painful that I felt in my life. I wish that he didn't come into my life. I just wish that I didn't take his offer.
I stare at my ring, two beautiful rings. One was for a proposal that wasn't meant to happen, and one is for a wedding of two-person that only has one-sided love.
"Maeve, you okay there?" I cleared my throat and remove my snoot.
"Yeah, I'm just removing soap from my eyes."
"You want my help."
"I'm fine." I stood and started shampooing and I remove my clothes and squeeze it all and put it on the laundry basket where the caretaker of the rest house is taking care of all of it. I brush my teeth as I stop myself from crying and then blower my hair and put hair polish to make it beautiful just for him.
He came to me and check my eyes.
"Wow, it's bad."
"Yeah, I have to wash it." He kisses both my eyelids.
"We have a very long drive home." He smiled. "Why aren't you excited?"
"I'm excited," I told him with a smile. "I am just thinking about what part of the house we could use for making love." His eyes dilated and he smiles slowly. I scoop her balls and damn, it was all hard. Of course, because of Alyssa. His first love.
"Can we have another round?" He asked.
"No." I rejected him. I am not in the mood and it makes him pout, and I started putting lotion on, he helps me and kept kissing me. I dress up in a dress and lacey panty.
I only keep quiet and watch our way to the airport where our chopper is waiting. I saw Alyssa and I guess that he didn't saw her. I look on our hands intertwine. Would this last long? Would this marriage last long? I must find a job real fast to save up money because there's a possibility of annulment or separation and I must live for a little while fulfilling my parent's dream for me.
I texted my mom, determined to study hard for Civil Service Examination and other tests to have a lot of eligibility. I could even study English and Grammar for me to be an effective writer. I didn't ask Zac for money; he's giving me a lot of money and Grandma give me my bank account. I couldn't believe that she would do that. Telling me that it was her wedding gift. I haven't even checked it.
Then on next week, Grandma and I will be in the US to visit the house in San Francisco California and to visit my aunt and cousins. I already have my passport, and everything is settled. I texted my mom and dad about it.
"Whom are you texting?"
"Mom," I told him. He tried to peek, but I flip it and frown at him. He pouted and I kiss his lips. "No peeking. It's very private."
It was a long drive and he had his driver. I just watch the traffic and then get busy playing on my phone. He even watched me play Bomber Friends and we got noisy when I got out. I gave him the phone and he started playing it and he got annoyed about getting killed. On the radio little mix is playing. On the song of Touch. I sang along as I play and get into another level. He pouted.
He nipped my shoulder with his lips as he watched me play it. I get a little distracted and I raise my shoulder and he complains.
"Don't mess with me, Zachary," I said madly as I continue bombing those bastards on the maze-like thing.
"Monster." He murmured. I am again done on the level. "Hey," he took my hand that makes me get killed. "What happened here?" I look at my thumb, it suddenly gets painful.
"It's nothing." I took it and continue playing.
"Why didn't you tell me that you get cut?"
"It's just a cut. I always get that." I told him and rolled my eyes. He kisses my left thumb and I felt electric waves. He took my other hand and kisses my burn there.
"You clumsy girl, are you?" he kissed my lips.
"Stop doing that. It's annoying." He snorted.
"Annoying huh?"
"Yeah. I just said it." The next song was Going Nowhere. I don't know why it is playing. I sang and it was like I am telling him that he was the man on the song that got addictive on Xbox and she's mad that the boy is not working while she had work.
"You know how to sing?"
"No." I continue chatting with my friends about the updates of the transcript and so on and forth.
"You just sing a while ago."
"No, I was dancing a while ago," I said sardonically. He sneered at me. "It was called singing dummy. Don't ask." he laughs and tickled me. I frown at him. I put my phone away and started pulling his hair. He complains a lot. "Stop that, I'm not in the mood!" I scowl at him. I breathed and look outside.
"Sorry," he muttered. I am fucking mad right now. My heart is pounding, and my nose is flaring. "Hey, baby, I'm sorry. I won't tickle you again." Then while looking outside, I found a Dairy Queen.
"There's ice cream!"
"It's just ice cream." I frown at him. I punch him hard on arm. "Alright, can we turn to Dairy Queen, please." The driver nodded and we order a lot of ice cream since we are near to our destination.
We got out and I told him a few flavors. We taste one on the cone as we share one ice cream. He is holding the ice cream that we bought that is put on the Styrofoam since I ask them, so he bought one. I don't care if he kept kissing me. I just wanted the world to know that this man could be into me.
My eyes widen to see a two-story house. It wasn't wide and big like Grandma's manor, but this is too much. There's a garden as well. American Pitbull is barking at us and he runs to him and stood, just like our American Pitbull and then he came to me and sniff me, and I hold him. He grimaced when he licked me the same that our dog likes to lick.
"Wow, it's very big." I patted the dog.
"Maybe he tasted the ice cream on you." I wipe my face as I help with putting our baggage, but he didn't let me hold a single.
"What's his name?"
"Taz."
"Like Tasmanian Devil?"
"Yeah. You should wash your face; I don't know what he eats."
"He's your dog."
"Yeah, he's my dog but I've been far too long. That's why." I pouted. "I can't kiss you right now."
"I won't kiss. Don't worry." I dare him. He frowned. I walk around trying to find where the room and there, I found it. I wash my face and even soaped it. Once that I dry it all I got out to see him leaning on the door.
"This is not the master's bedroom." He said with crossed arms.
"How would I know?"
"I thought we are going to make love."
"I change my mind," I went outside to started roaming around as he followed me.
"You promise me." He pouted at her like a child.
"I didn't promise anything about that. I just said it, but I didn't promise." I found the master's bedroom, but I got out and went downstairs to meet the maids whom he introduced one by one. I said hi to them and then I go on with other stuff.
"Can I kiss you?"
"You told me that you can't kiss me." I grin while walking around the garden and he kept following me also, the dog named Taz.
"I said a while ago and I clearly said 'now' that means at that moment."
"Blah—blah!" I tease him and runoff.
"Hey!" I momentarily smack my head. Of course, he won't run after me. But Taz does. I sigh and sat down on the patio that has a pool. "Got you!" I got startled on him and he started kissing me from cheeks to neck until he is going to make love to me here right now.
"Wait!" I push him. "Not here, dummy. Taz is still a little dog."
"He's not little." He glowered at Taz. I exhaled. "Go now." He demanded the dog, but the dog only tilted his head and whimpered. "Taz, go now." The dog whines which makes me laugh. I stood and run again. I stop for a while when suddenly Alyssa get inside my mind.