Oh Cupid you wonderful being , Many girls want there first time to be very special and to most my fist time it would be unbearable .
Many want there first time to be after marriage or with someone they love like a boyfriend.
To me my first time was LOVELY and i loved it because it was with someone i deeply love .
Isaac is not like any other guy , his always around my big brother and in all he looks out for my big brother they act like real brothers ,but i don't really know when they met and don't know much about his personal life .
Damian told me never to involve myself with his friends because they are his and his alone .
And i honestly never thought that night would end in suck a way .
But at least i can say my first time was with someone who is truly worthy of my body and everything it stands for.
My cupid is truly DARK and truly WONDERFUL for he fills me with pain and then heals me with a forbidden fruit which man should not be meant to touch or even glance upon.
And yet i am the one who can!.
I admit it hurt like i ended up crying for 15 min straight afterwords i just couldn't help it .
Your first feeling of someone inside of you it hurts like hell but i think it was worth it.
The very next day my brother tried to get a hold of Isaac but no answer .
And the day after that my brother went to his house and came back with a very confused look on his face.
Me:(curious) Hey why do u look so confused bro?
Damian:(turns Looks at me) I really don't know what happened to him the day at the party but i cant find him anywhere and his not picking up his phone its really fucking weird!!.
me: Damn your really worried about him huh? , He must be special to you ? , Did you check his family house since he lives alone he might have gone to visit.
Damian:(looks away and continues walking to the stairs) Nope i checked there , and yes he is important his the closest and most loyal friend i have and to him i'm what is keeping him alive so yeah i'm really worried about him!.
me:(Surprised) Oh that's not what i expected ,(start whispering to myself) so i guess they are special to each other.
Damian:(walks up the stairs to his room) Hey don't bother me , i'm going to do my homework ill come eat when i want to , okay !.
Me: Yeah sure ass face.
Damian: Yo i heard that !!.
me: shit sorry !!.
The very next day my brother left early and i left my usual time which would be 8:15 am .
I'm always late but its fine keeps life interesting at all cost.
As i am walking to school i see him , he is fast and at one point i loose all sight of him .
Why does your crush always have to make u run for them .
When i arrived at school the gate was locked as always and im the only one outside like what the fuck .
And straight out of nowhere comes the worst person ever but shes cute for the most part .
STUDENT BODY PRESIDENT Emily Higgins .
shes a small ,very busty like this girl has boobs i tell you , has bangs and black hair , is a little chubby , wears glasses and acts colder the fucking freezer i kid you not , shes a DEVIL .
Emily:(pretending not to see me and walks by)...
me:(shouts) Hey !! , don't pretend you don't see me standing here !.
Emily:(turns to face my way) huh who's there ?.
me:(irritated) Hey you four eyes Demon , you see me so don't play dumb or didn't your brain develop and you only developed huge ass melons!!.
Emily:(pretty pissed off) What you say you tiny bitch , ill destroy you and you're just mad because your flat as a board!!.
me: I'm so going to kill you !. You nasty ape.
And as we were arguing from around the corner came the principle Mrs.September.
Mrs.September: That's enough!! , please go to class Mrs.Higgins .
Emily: Okay ma'am (and leaves for class).
MRS.September: So i'm going to let you in Mrs.Mars , but this is the very last time you will be coming to school this late , am i understood?!.
me:Yes ma'am.
She lets me in and i head straight for Damian's class , when i get there i see him again and as i walk in he turns and just looks at me .
Damian:Wow dude stop daydreaming yo! And this is my sister Alexandra.
Me: aah(smile at him)Hey I'm Alexandra, Damian's little sister.
Isaac:(flustered)Hey I'm Isaac. Nice to me..meet you Alex….
me:(Smiles)Yeah same to you,well I have to go to class sorry bro.
Damian:Its cool I wouldn't want you to be late.
me:(thinking to myself)if only he knew i was already and am always late for class.
(I then leave and head straight to class)
The rest of the day was totally boring but i couldn't stop thinking bout him it seems that his very much stuck in my head , the way he feels and smells i think about it all.
And straight after school i head towards his classroom and i find him sleeping at his desk with no one else it the class room .
i walk over to his desk and lay my head on it and see that his crying
he then wakes up
me:(worried) Hey why are you crying ?!.
Isaac:(wipes the tears from his eyes)Its nothing just a nightmare.
me: I see it you know .
Isaac: Wh..what do you mean?.
me: You feel guilty .
Isaac: Of course i do.
me: Please don't !.
Isaac:Why not ,what i did was wrong !.
me: Yes it was but at least i had sex with someone i love and know !. So im happy that it was you you idiot(starts crying) it was special to me okay !!.
Isaac:(shocked) I didn't know how you feel , i'm sorry for what i did .
me:(crying)Hey Cupid you truly are Dark , go home and rest okay ill see you tomorrow !.
Isaac:(confused) Are you talking about me ?.
me: yes you idiot , you gave me love , so you are my ''Dark Cupid''
(I then just get up and leave the room not giving him another chance to speak and still crying like a little , i leave school but end up having to wipe my eyes every 5 minutes )
As i walk i see a old childhood friend approaching me so i wipe my tears .
me: h..hey (sniff) Jason what's up
Jason: are you okay?, you seem kinda sad and its bothered me seeing you so broken.
me:Why do you care you weren't there to hold me when i needed you the most…(sniff)
wh..why me?.
Jason: i'm sorry i wasn't here to comfort or protect you.
me:yo.. you know how much i missed you for a whole 3 years and now you just show up without letting us know you're an ass..(smiles with tears in her eyes)
(He grabs me and pulls me close and he asked me what happend)
me: its just i've got dumped by a boy that's all
He lets go and i continue walking but then i turn around and ask him "please check on Isaac please i slapped him pretty hard''.
Jason: okay I'll go
I end up not going home but i go to a friends house where i talk to her about everything .
And as i walk home again i start crying out of nowhere so i wipe my tears away and..i hear a voice .
Jason:hey need any help?
me:no i'm okay..
Jason: nope You're not,get on my back
I gets on his back as we walk my heart starts beating faster and faster as it thoughts about seeing Isaac again.
We then get to my house.
Me: tha.. thanks Jason(blushing).
Jason:its cool you really are grown up.. huh
(I close the door as he leaves and go to my room and just goes to bed).