He stayed at home for fourteen days after that day and everyday was more stressful towards Damian and I was worried about Isaac myself .
Everyday went by like the previous one , I thought about what i told him on that day and I don't feel bad for putting my feeling and opinion out there.
But everything felt so damn dull and weird without him by my brothers side.
I don't know what Jason's been up to either and for some weird reason the Ice Queen herself hasn't been herself and its really weird.
The past two weeks it was weird for sure everything and everyone feels off and difficult .
And to make it worse everyone's all so lovey-dovey all of a sudden and it pissed me off but i'm happy for everyone who gets to be happy with someone that accepts them for being themselves and that's awesome.
Not many people accept each other for who they are so someone always tries to hide who they really are but me I am who I am and nobody and nothing will change that ever
I lost interest in what other people think a long time ago but the things people say they can hurt you in many ways and most of us don't know how to cope with all this negative energy and things being said about you about people you thought was your friend and honest i would say fuck having friends many of them are fake anyway but we as humans we need the attention to function we need the presence of someone to talk to and sometimes vent to but most of the time those people they betray you without a second thought and they your left laying there in the dust and wondering why they did what they did .But love its a blind thing just like a friendship but not just lovers and crushes hurt you friends can hurt you in that way too its never easy but we need to push threw, unfortunately some of us cant and then just choose the easy way out ''SUICIDE''.
People are quick to say they are going to change and change there ways but in actuality they wont and sometimes for some of us love is Death.
But as as i sit here now with the guy basically almost knocked the living shit out of me i'm happy that his here , people are way more then just tools or objects and yet some of us use others as tools and objects.
Jason:(Walks towards Isaac) So Dickhead what are are we doing?, since you invited me in asshole!.
Isaac:(standing in the doorway) Well first i would like you to stop using such strong and pretty rude words in my house please .
Jason:(Puts his hand on Isaac's shoulder and looks him in the eyes) Well that shits not happening shorty with the dick head(Smiles and walks inside)
Isaac:(Closes the door ) Well i tried honestly you are a huge pain ! , and i'm not short you are the short one here logically .
Jason: Huh what you say ass face i'm not short who told you that?,ill kill them !!.
Isaac: Nobody need to tell me anything considering your height i can see you know , your a baby penis!(starts laughing).
Jason:(Irritated) I'm gonna kill you dickhead !(Walks straight to Isaac clenching his fist)
Isaac:(Gets serious and stops laughing) But serious Now , Who sent you ?.
Jason:(stops immediately) Why do you want to know ?.
Isaac: Because your in my house Idiot .
Jason:Fuck you just say Bitch!!.
Isaac: But all jokes aside tell me already , or wait let me guess Alex...
Jason: Yes she did but only because she felt guilty for slapping your stupid dickhead , you dumped her so you deserved it lil bitch !.
Isaac:(confused) Say what now ?..., she told you i dumped her ?.
Jason: Yes she did ( getting pissed) she way crying every time i saw her and its not fun seeing her like that dawg!.
Isaac: Hey she lied to you dude , I never even dated her and i ... aah never mind but you clearly like her huh ?.
Jason:(confused)Seriously!! , thank god but why did she lie i wonder (starts thinking). . . . still don't know can you tell me green eyes ?.
Isaac: I honestly don't know dude but hey you still didn't answer my question do you like her ?.
Jason:(Turns red) Yeah i guess , well no its much more then that I've fallen in love with her, every time i see her my heart just goes off , it feels amazing and I've never felt like this about anyone else but shes not into me unfortunately .
Isaac:(Smiles) Well don't give up on what you want in life , well you are going to have to fight for most of the stuff you want but never give up and when you get knocked down get back up keep fighting because if u stop for just one that could be the end of you .
Jason: Thanx dad !.
Isaac: Idiot i'm serious !.
Jason: Yeah i know and i know you mean good and i appreciate it but (Stomach starts rumbling) yeah...
Isaac: Huh ???... Fine lets eat then .
The two of them enjoy a meal together and then play games while they talk about here lives.
And at 21:00 pm Jason decided to leave .
Jason:( Walks to the door and opens it ) Hey Isaac come go to school tomorrow dude !.
Isaac:(walks behind Jason ) Yeah sure i will , i have to the person i love she must be worried sick .
Jason;(stands and looks at Isaac)Yeah i bet he is (Starts walking away)
Isaac:He???... I'm not gay you idiot !!!.
Jason:(laughing) I know ,i'm fucking with you !! , Later Green Eyes !.
Isaac: Yeah later (closes the door and goes to bed)
My name is Jason White , I'm not liked by many because i come off as disrespectful but im not many people they cant handle the fucking truth because its too much .
They say the world it ain't for the weak but i disagree because even the weak have qualities the strong don't necessarily have and without the weak the strong wont even feel all that powerful so we are useful in this world .
Tomorrow is my first day i wonder how it will be , i hope its good .