It was because I was seen differently than those devils including the ones of my blood that they cast me aside. The imps were no different they believed in the hierarchy rather than the truth so that they may not become outcasts themselves. Only a single angel came to my aid however out of fear they may change their view of me I had pushed them aside. I vowed with this second chance Id not make the mistake of falling for their deviled temptations, people are the worst.
My homeroom teacher and family friend
Nami Yuzu gave a deep sigh looking at me as her right eye twitched a little after reading a report of my misbehavior once more in silence.
"What am I going to do with you?"
Is it really all that wrong, I mean those kids were the ones that picked a fight, she should be grateful that I actually held myself back. You know I feel like I'm here pretty often with this same situation, she should really stop being so picky with everything I do and just punish the kids who really were in the wrong.
"Hey, I didnt punch the guy, although i was pretty close too?"
I gave a wryly smile as I tried so desperately to calm this storm down before it goes any further, but alas that wasn't the case.
After awhile Nami Sensei took her hand off her forehead, but kept a vexed face
"You threatned the guys kid sister, i dont even know how you knew that. The other two kids i dont even know what you told them or even want to know."
"Ah, well i saw him with his sister while out shopping thats all and the other two is a seceret."
"You know Tatsuya you need to think about your future, make some friends for once."
"I dont need friends im fine being a loner."
"You need to let loose, you dont want to look back on your life with a ton of regrets. your lucky to have big sis here assigned as your counselor."
There she goes nitpicking every little thing I say and trying give life lessons, but today she's especially angrier than usual. Maybe its because shes like me and i remind her of herself, well that us both being loners that is.
"Your more like an aunty than a big sister."
The look I saw on her face after that short remark I could tell she was pissed now, after receiving a blow to the head and scolding she continued on.
"You know I promised your parent's to look after you, not only that but I promised about that day too."
Where is she getting all this, I don't care about the past nor anything else, i live in the present.
"I thought we agreed not to speak about that."
"And I'm not, I'm simply implying that it might be time to move on even just a little."
I don't know what she's thinking but I have moved on from that past, I'm not who I used to be anymore cant she see that. I've learned my mistakes and threw out that useless part of me that was easily manipulated thats all there is to it.
"You know what the other kids are calling you right?"
"Yes, I'm aware of the nickname."
I gave a scowling face thinking back at when that name started last year, then again I'm the one to blame. I did a somewhat questionable act during that day and now everyone in the school calls me Oni Elsker, although my actions are justified to a degree. I continue to ponder as my mood starts to turn to disgust, just thinking about it makes me want to beat someone to releave this anger.
"Hey, are you listening to me?"
Being brought back to reality as nami sensei called me out I had 2 large breasts bounce in front of my face. I fall backward letting out a "wah" as I cover my mouth in full embarrassment, Nami sensei shakes her head in disappointment and lets out a laugh as she tries to help pull me back up from the ground.
"You dissevered that one."
After she finished laughing nami sensei went back to a stern face, I could tell the air and mood became deeper and more serious. The air felt thick enough to cut from all the tension floating around.
"In all seriousness you know I'm just looking out for you ok."
"Yeah, I know."
I slowly look away trying to avoid eye contact with her and gave a gentle smile but it wasn't a happy one rather it was a bitter smile.
I had believed after I left this room that my day will go as usual, however, It seemed this day or this room in particular had plans to ruin my day still. Just as I quickly slid the door open I had bumped into something soft, I don't know what it was but as it fell I imagined a pure white feather falling. Something told me if I let that feather fall on the ground it would be tainted, so I instinctively reached out with my all trying to grab it and pull it towards me into saftey.
"Um... thank you for catching me."
The thing I caught ended up being another student let alone it was a girl, not only that but aren't we like way to close for comfort, I can feel her breath it was light and warm and her voice was soft... wait this is not a time to be thinking like that.
"A-ah sorry~ I wasn't watching... were I-I was going."
I shuddery said and with that I immediately pushed her away from me and ran as fast as I could. I could tell without a mirror as I ran down the halls that my face was beet red, but why am I so embarrassed I only got a glimpse of her although it felt like an eternity. looking back at it when I saw her the lights shined like spotlights on her and the wind from the door that I violently opened carried her long white hair. She looked like a doll something to be put on display so that you could admire her beauty forever.
The only thing I don't understand is this swelling pain in my chest, its hurts so much enough to put me on my knees.
My whole body starts to shake as I feel the strength to stand start to fade, I desperately reach out to grab anything to lean on, as I try I fall hands and knees on the ground panting. As I struggle with pain from the fire burning inside I hear faint laugher but from where? The laughter echo's and gets louder every second and my chest burns in agony! A few seconds pass of silence and a single word echoed through my ear and my soul giving a great chill down my spine "Tat-su-ya".
Back at the prep-room nami sensei was talking to the student I had bumped into earlier.
"So you're the new transfer student, I sincerely welcome you and if you have any questions please ask."
"Thank you sensei your very kind."
"Don't worry and call me nami, in any case, you will be one of my students, so we will leave here to class in a second i just need to finish preping the class material."
Nami sensei turns around and gets her materials, she looks at my paper from earlier on her desk and sighs.
"I'm going to tell you this now just so your aware we have a problem child in the class I'm sure you saw him leave here a couple of minutes ago."
She massages her forehead briefly while trying to figure out the right words to say.
"He has a bad reputation I'm not saying or forcing you to go be friends with him or anything, just well you know try to be nice is all I can really say."
"Alright, I understand Nami sensei."
As they make there way to the door out a faint smirk could be found on that girl's smooth pale face.