As I was lying there dying I saw Liam he kept telling me he was coming to hold on he was coming. Then I was taken into another world. This world was filled with hate ,danger, and angry souls. I was there in that hateful world for 3 days I cried to get out of there. After 3 days of being in hell I walked through streets paved with gold, and through golden Gates of heaven and I saw Jesus for the first time I couldn't see his face but his hair was wavy long and a dark brown his skin was dark he was dressed in white and he came to me and I was afraid to look at him I didn't want him to look at me I was ashamed and he gently lifted my chin and told me that he loves me and he doesn't care that I made mistakes he loves me inspite of my wrongs. I felt happy,safe,and loved when I looked down I could see everyone on Earth I saw Liam and I knew I had to go back but I didn't want to leave heaven I felt so safe but when God told me it was time to go back I was told that God wasn't finished with me he wanted me to go back and tell everyone I met that Jesus is alive and loves everyone and that hell is real. Jesus sent me to warn others that it's almost time for him to return. When I finally woke up I was in a hospital bed I was whispering Liam's name I didn't want to see anyone else but Liam but instead the first person I saw was my adopted mother she had been in the hospital waiting for me to wake up everyday .and when I did she did nothing but ask me what happened. I didn't want to be near her I just wanted Liam she wouldn't let him see me she had changed my emergency contact to her being the emergency contact. She put me on patient confidentiality in the hospital. I was released from the hospital October 17 and I was released into the care of .y adopted mother and from October 17 ,2018 till June 8,2019 I lived with more torture I was prostituted out and beaten all over again and starved all over again until one day she was going to Church in Lakeland Florida she dropped me off in front of a school and left me there I walked to a house that was 5 miles away and asked for a ride to the Walmart that was close to the Church she was supposed to be attending. I was given a ride there when I get into Walmart she's in Walmart shopping she asks if I got a ride I said yes. and she walked away I left the Walmart and I was scared because I was in an unknown area A nice lady let me stay with her and her husband and I decided that night that I would try to call Liam and he didn't pick up so I sent him a message on messenger and he responded instantly he called me and I picked up I told him what happened he said he was afraid of me I told him he didn't have to be I begged him to come get me and he did and I found myself feeling safe and happy once again. Here I am 3 year's later with Liam and I have never been so happy and safe. I struggle a lot with what I have been through. I deal with nightmares loss of sleep, and depression. But the only reason I make it through is because of Liam he is my rock he holds me up when I have lost my strength I depend on him a lot for everything. I don't sleep unless he's there in the bed with me I have to be in his arms .I panic when I get up and he's not around even though I know where he is. I have separation anxiety I'm not safe unless I am with him. He helps me strengthen my mind my heart and my soul. and I love him with my entire being. I'm happy to suffer for him the whole reason I died was because I was told either I obey or he gets killed I gave my life for him I knew that if I didn't give my life my attackers were going to kill him so I told my attackers I would die if it meant he got to live and I did die and I wouldn't change my decision for anything in the world. the whole reason I went through the torture was because the 16 year old girl who was a demon in disguise told her family Liam raped her when she agreed to a fantasy Liam and I both had not knowing she was 16 she told us she was 18 and we didn't think to ask for any Identification cause she looked and acted 18. Inspite of all the torture I endured I am alive and strong, and have learned my lesson you can't trust everyone. And I'm here today to let all the young women know life has its challenges but every challenge you face is a test to test your strength. Everytime you conquer a challenge you are one step away from your destiny. It's ok if you don't know where you're going or want to go trust God and I promise you will reach your destination.