April 20, 2020 4:10pm:
Feeling kind of discouraged.. Had to withdraw from all my classes in college today, because of my anxiety. I'm trying not to be down on myself right now.
The Lord has a perfect plan for our lives though, I know it. Maybe writing truly is what He needs me to do and I'm ok with that. We must self encourage ourselves through times such as these.
I hope my wife and her family understand what I'm going through. My anxiety is through the roof right now. But I have hope in Jesus Christ that all things will work out for our good and experience.
My experience today is that college is no longer for me and I'm ok with accepting that. We should accept ourselves as we are. I am too hard on my self at times and I hope you aren't.
There is always hope through our Lord, Jesus Christ. There is always hope. Repeat this in your head a few more times..
I love the Savior because He has a define and divine plan for this man's life. Even through these uncertain times we should praise Him. My humble prayer is that you will forgive me for being gone for so long from my writings.
I know this is what the Lord wants me to do and I cannot deny it. Thank you for your patience. I love you all.