Back in the private room, Zhao Weiran began to feel extremely guilty for what had happened.
It was now she understood the true extent she had gone to, just to get a lead role for a movie.
She thought that she would feel nothing since she didn't consider Mo Ning her friend from the onset.
But why did she feel this overwhelming guilt? It felt so much like she had betrayed her sister.
She didn't know when she began to feel emotionally attached to Mo Ning but she just found out now that she was indeed attached to her.
When did it start? Was it when Mo Ning had scraped out her savings just to help her send her mom to the hospital?
Or was it the time she had saved her from those hoodlums who wanted to rape her on her way back from school by pretending to have called the police?
Why had she allowed greed to cloud her judgement and betray one of the few people that considered her as friends by doing the same thing she had saved her from years ago?
I'm a monster, she thought.
Can she ever forgive me? Will she ever be able to forgive me for giving her innocence away just to advance in my career?
Even though she wasn't the one who had directly drugged the glass, she was aware of it and she didn't try to stop her or stop to think about the impact it would have on Mo Ning and eventually her mother if she found out.
"Oh God..." she sobbed dropping to the ground how would she ever be able to face Mo Xiaye again in this lifetime? The same woman that that opened her arms to her and treated her warmly the first time she was introduced to her.
"Oh God what have I done?" She continued to sob nearly choking on her own saliva, tears dripping down her cheeks.
As if something suddenly dawned on her, she scrambled to her feet, picked up her bag and ran to the stairs. She didn't have the patience to wait for the elevator.
She ran all the way to the third floor trying to remember the room number,not caring about her image or that she had tears and snot all over her face.
No matter what happened, she was going to try to salvage the situation.
Even if it meant taking her place.
With a determined heart, she pushed the door open directly when she got there and was left stunned by the people in the room.
There was a man she didn't know, Grace, and then Yaran who were both trying to comfort a crying Mo Ning on the bed.
Finally understanding the situation, she knew she was too late. At that instant, she felt weak in the knees and almost immediately, her knees gave way and she dropped to the ground with a thud.
The sudden noise, brought everyone in the room who were confused by the opening of the door back from their haze.