( hey people it is me the Author of this fanfic It has been long time since I published new chapter I am sorry for those who waited but I had little black out about how to develop the story, also I am going back to study next week so it will make me more time to release next chapters.
but don't worry I will publish the next chapter in the next 2-3 days.
thanks for following my story and I hope you would enjoy this chapter š)
The second part of the training was Stretching the bodybuilder and practicing over and over the basic stance and movements Intel the night.
"Now follow me." He shows me the movements and I follow and copy his movements.
In the meantime
origami wiping her hands after finishing washing dishes and Maria cleaning the table.
"Maria, I finished washing the dishes. "
"Yeah, I finished cleaning too." Maria takes the cloth to the sink to wash it after finishing cleaning the table.
then Origami ask Maria
"Maria do you and Max are really lovers?"
"From where it comes". Maria answer nervously
"Do you love him?" Origami ask her again.
"Mmm", she nods shyly "when I am near him my head feels dizzy and my heart strongly beating.
He is so kind and beautiful person from the first time I meet him I felt attracted to him and---"
Maria notice she is Drifting too much.
'How about you, origami San, how do you feel about Max?"
"I really don't know," she says with a confused and pained face
"I have lived my past 5 years for the revenge to kill the spirit who killed my parents, I locked all my feeling living with rage in my heart I did my best to become stronger for the fated day I get my revenge, I hated all the spirits in the world and put a goal to kill them all, " her feelings raging in her chest
" After I met Shido again I started to feel other feelings enjoyment jealously sadness But I couldn't let myself enjoy a regular life and befriend with the spirits shido saved."
"With the hate and the rage at spirits and for gaining more power to climate them I became spirit myself."
"And at the end when I am going to archive my Revenge by returning back in time with Kurumi's helpĀ I had been summoned here by Max."
She became more and more furious
"Truly at that moment, I hate him like I never hated someone else even spirits." She says with hate in her voice.
"ruining my wish so easily and selfishly summon me for helping his training?!
is it really worth his training than saving my parent?! "
"of course, it isn't!!!."
"I couldn'tĀ forgive him so I tried to kill him even if this wouldn't cancel his summoning and return me to my world." With a cold dark voice.
"But then he showed me my future when I did as I planned and asking Kurumi to help me go back in time then I burst with rage on the spirit I thought killed my parents I put my all on the fight but couldn't beat her."
Her tone changed the anger and hate changed to quiet despair.
"In the end, I have the hope to meet my parents before returning to the present but--- she bit her lips and she started crying "when I see my younger self looking at the place her parents were and then looking at me with the rage that brought me there."
"When I realized I just killed my parents I simply lost my mind in the darkness no one hears no one see or feel something against endless despair."
"then I asked him if there is a way to avoid this fate but he says that I couldn't because the world already exists at that point in time so if I change the past the world itself will correct it to reach the present I came from."
"so it means my parent will day there no matter what happens.
Back then I was grateful to him because even if I couldn't save my parents me of the present isn't going to kill my mother and father. "
"So I wouldn't feel the guilt and despair the me who goes back in time felt."
"So when you ask me how I feel about him I don't know I hated him but then I felt grateful for him saving me from such fate."
"But for what price I left everything I knew and cared about so I recently feel like I have been lost my place in the world, Max start training with Bang so I don't train him and the only thing I do is working like housewife making food, washing dishes cleaning
the house."
"Also after I had seen my future I realized how much I miss my life?
going back to school, being with Shido, and the other spirits spending time together.
I really miss them."
Maria who had been listening quietly start to say
"do you know I too miss my friends shy Mio-samaĀ boldĀ Yuki and cute Kurumi chan."
"They have been my friends who didn't give up on me even after I betrayed to save my mother."
"They forgive me without blaming me or punishing me at all, and now they are in trouble with the demon lord faction and here I am here and not there helping them when they need me."
"When I have been summoned here I was like you hating Max for taking me from my loved ones."
"But when the time passed I felt like I need to let go my anger and hate and find a way to live in this world because I can't go back to mine."
"In the end, I fell in love with the man who summoned me here after seeing his good sides kind, strong, beautiful caring about me and will be with me when I need him. "
"She got closer to Origami Put both her hands on her shoulders.
Origami I am not going to say I can understand how you felt the pain and the sadness you carried."
"but there is one thing I can say is that even if you feel like you lost your place don't worry you just should create it to yourself, you don't need anyone to do that just release your anger and go find your place in the world."
She smiles to Origami and says
"and if you need I will be here to help you because we are friends š"
"Maria, thanks." Origami said with gratefully while wiping her tears.
"Now do you want to go shopping?" Maria ask
"We can waste Max's money."
origami smile and answer
"yeah sure."