I knew that I was wrong about Elena. I couldn't imagine what would happen if I didn't know anything when I was in a coma.
If I didn't hear anything at that time, would I still be indifferent towards my wife? Would I show my cold shoulder at Elena? I didn't want to admit it, but I knew that I would do that. It is hard for me to recognize this, but yeah, everyone was right that I was a scumbag.
My heart wanted to explode into pieces. I was so angry at myself if I could do it. I would punch the past me so hard. I wanted to tell the past me how stupid you were to abandon such a jewel in your palm.
I kneeled in front of Elena, I saw her crying in silence, and I didn't' know what she thought at all. I wiped her tears with a soft handkerchief. She didn't move at all or looked at me at all. What were these feelings? Was this the feeling Elena feel when I ignored her in the past?
