(Why did he hug me? I meant. We are husband and wife, and it was not strange to hug your wife, but we never did this kind of thing before. Ah ah, what could I do? Was I smelly? I made sure to take a bath before coming, but I was not so sure anymore. Did I wash my teeth? Did I clean myself thoroughly? Ah, I was talking like a virgin, but I was not wrong at all. I am a virgin. You know, I never had a boyfriend before even holding hands I never did before.
Now he even hugged me, ah I could smell his odor, he smelled nice. I wanted to hug him forever, ah my mind became unclear. I felt shy to imagine this kind of thing that I never did.)
When I was busy thinking about an unimportant thing, he let me go. I was confused about his attitude towards me. We barely knew each other, you know? Okay, we were married, but we are not that closed.