As we get close to our destination Alex says "Why don't we just go to my place? I mean I already told Tess that I was going home"
I looked at him and said "What if she comes over to see you? We could get caught."
He just ignored me, grabbed my hand, and dragged me with him to his house.
When we got there I finally pulled my hand away and said "Why are we going through all this, just to talk? It's not like we're going to do anything else."
Alex sits on the couch and I stay put by the door. He said a few seconds later "Are you just going to stand there the whole time?"
I crossed my arms and said "I'm doing this so we don't make any more mistakes."
We just sat in silence for a few minutes until I finally gave in and sat next to him.
Once I sat next to him, he starred at me and said "I thought this was what you wanted?"
I looked down at my hands and said "It is, I just didn't think it would actually happen." Alex lifted my head up and said "It's been 2 years since I first met you."
I starred into his eyes, as we sat in silence for a few minutes. Until finally he broke the tension by kissing me.
I was shocked but that didn't stop me from kissing him back.
As we were making out with each other, Alex starts to but his hand under my shirt. Then I started to take off his.
Once we were both in our underwear. Alex picked me up and carried me to his room. He laid me on his bed as he passionately kissed me.
I gently pushed him away and said "Wait! I don't think I'm ready." He pauses for a second and says "We've already came this far... Don't worry I'll be gentle." Before kissing my neck.
I stared at the ceiling thinking about Tess. Then as he gets ready to pull off my underwear I grabbed his hand and said "If we do this, there's no going back."
He sighs, lays on the bed, and says "You don't have to do it if you don't want to. I'm not trying to pressure you."
I look back at him and see the disappointment in his face. Then out of nowhere I climbed on top of him and looked him in his eyes.
He smirked at me and I became flustered. Then he flipped me over onto my back and started kissing me again.
We kissed for a few minutes before Alex stopped and asked "Are you sure you want to do this?" I looked at him and said " No, but I'm willing too."
We went all the way. And when we finished we laid next to each other, talked, and got to know each other a little better.
As I drifted off to sleep, we heard a knock at the door. Alex put on his pants and went to answer the door.
A minute later I heard Tess's voice. I heard her ask Alex if he saw me and knew where I was. It was pretty late so I knew she was probably worried about me, like usual.
I snuck out his room and into the kitchen. I grabbed two glasses and a wine bottle. I poured a little wine in one and filled half the glass in the other to make it seem like we were drinking.
I sipped the glass that had a little bit of wine and rubbed my eyes so that it looked like I was crying. I then put water under my eyes. After putting water under my eyes I opened the freezer and grabbed ice-cream.
I rushed to grab two spoons and accidentally dropped one of them. I then heard Tess say "What was that noise?" and heard the both of them come into the kitchen.
I saw as both of them looked at me standing there with ice-cream in hand and then turn over to the glasses of wine.
Tess asked " What happened here?" And I heard Alex say "I found Lexi crying at the café. I suggested that I call you to come get her, but she said that she didn't want to worry you about it. So we came here."
Tess looked at me and just stared at my face. A minute later she looked at Alex and said "Thank you for taking care of her. And I'm sorry that you had to deal with her for so long." She then asked "But why didn't you call me earlier or answer my calls?"
Alex looked at me and said "She wouldn't let me. I tried but then she held my phone hostage." I look behind me and see his phone on the counter.
I then turn to Tess and say nervously "Ice-cream?"
Tess looks at me and says "Come on Lexi. Let's finally let Alex get some alone time. I'm pretty sure he's tired from being with me for two days straight."
Alex looks at Tess, smirks, and says "I could never be tired from hanging out with you babe."
They kiss and I look down at the ground feeling guilty and jealous.
How can he just act like nothing happened. I guess he has too right, but I can't. I bald up my fist in anger and disappointment and drop everything, standing there, looking at Alex.
Both of them look at me in confusion. I just storm off and go home so I can forget about it all and sleep in my bed.
I wake up the next day and act like nothing happened. As the day goes on and classes finish for the day I just go home and lock myself in my room. Tess would knock on my door every once in a while. she would try to get me to come out and eat.
I wasn't in the mood to eat. I didn't want to see Alex's stupid face. And I couldn't handle seeing Tess. Knowing how hurt she would be if I told her. Not because Alex cheated on her, but because he cheated on her with me.