When you realize how lonely you are, you realize how much of an empty shell you are. You try to embrace it but for some reason your mind wants you to run away as fast as a bullet train, you realize that the emptiness your feeling won't go away that easily. Just laying here listening to the music covering the background noise of my own mind so I won't go crazy, looking up at the ceiling dreaming of the moment I find the one, hoping that the loneliness I'm feeling perishes.