When you lose someone you truly care about and love you realize how much you need them, you realize how lonely you are and how quiet it gets when they aren't around. Looking back at pictures and photos just makes you feel worse but it also gives me the courage to not be sad, They will be in my heart and I won't ever forget them, I need to get my life in check, and I need to face reality, he's gone. He won't come back, but there's still a part of me that hopes this is all a bad dream and he isn't gone. I'll wake up and see him happy like usual. But I know the truth, he's not here. I held him while he slowly passed away, me trying to keep him alive but he let go of life and wanted to pass on. I wish you the best, you will always be in my heart and you will be the strength I need to keep going.