What should I do? I don't know what I did wrong but it looks like I'm doing everything wrong. I mean is it hard to do something and not worry about it. I just want to talk to the most important person to me. Which by the way happens to be my best friend.
What did you expect, me saying it's my parents, siblings, or someone in my family? Well no it's not. My friend was with me when my beloved cat died while trying to give birth. Out all five none of them lived. And while my family just called them animals. My friend will never leave my side in the same way my pet left me.
To this day I don't care if they are ten years older than me. My love for them is greater than anything. I don't even care if i can't have their love, as long as I'm in part of there everyday life I can keep moving on. Or so I thought.
But how could you do this to me! I have known and loved for such a long time. And just because a random stranger said they love you less time then I have you go ahead and say yes to them. Just because they are older than you. And they say they understand you. I don't believe that, no one knows you as well as I do.
But I'm going to let it slid this time. In all good time you will be mine willing till then. Rest easy my dear future wife.
LOVE MK