My and Azahel are dating. Even though we have been acting like a couple, he finally made it official yesterday (March 6th, 2020). I am like so happy.
I told my mom and she was like, "You must really like him, you can't stop smiling." Her saying that only made me smile even more. She said she was excited for me and asked what we will do now that we are a couple. "Will you guys hug and hold hands?"
"Yeah..." I shyly responded.
"Will you guys kiss?"
"Umm... yeah?..."
"Okay well I just want to tell you to take things slow and get to know each other. Oh and you said you were waiting till marriage to become sexually active."
"That's what I said." And the more I thought about it the more I thought maybe a little experimentation would hurt...
"Are you going to tell dad?"
"Nooo. You know they wouldn't let you. Neither of them." She was referring to my step father who I loved and respected more than my biological father, who can't even call to make sure I'm alive. I'm still in contact with him but I only see him as a walking bank. I really don't care about his opinion. I haven't seen him in a long time... and at this point... I don't even care anymore.
"Yeah I guess your right."