The scent of his body washes clouds my mind as I think about what his washboard abs. What would they taste like, and what would be his reaction if I licked every part of him. For some stupid reason, there is this burning desire in my head, that makes me feel like a fly drawn to the light in a world of darkness. He just makes my body light up.
I want nothing more than for me to be pressed up against his fucking gorgeous body. I think about what it would be like and nibble on my bottom lip.
My nipples harden, turning into little pebbles, trying to break through under my robe.
"Fuck," I growl throwing the book that I was just reading anywhere but here in my hand. My hands want to explore more than just pages tonight. Instead of reading about someones desire why can't I follow mine?
I run my hands into his hair and our lips meet. It's brief but his lips are so soft and they taste like sweets.
Damn his experienced lips!
An animalistic-growl escaped his mouth causing me to almost spontaneously combust. I grip his hair tighter and feel the nights air on my skin that has been disrobed.
My skin feathers across his skin and a wave of pleasure moves through my body, and I shiver in anticipation.
It feels unfair that he still has his shorts on and I am laying fully exposed. I slip my fingers into his waistband while pulling them off I slowly nibble on his lip, which causes him to whimper.
After fully exposing his length he goes into his nightstand and pulls out a foil-wrapped package.
"Here," He hands it to me. I don't know how to do this? I set it down and I kiss his neck and whisper,
"Teach me." A small devilish smile spreads across his face.
My lack of experience seems to turn him on. We fumble and he is on top. He slowly moves his hands worshiping every-single curve and dip my body has to offer. I love how his hands worship me, it makes my whole body come to life.
His hand slides on my sex and he shoves a finger into my already aroused entrance. I whimper under his grasp looking into his dark eyes and seeing how he is enjoying this too.
I can feel his other hand on my left breast, each tug causes a new level of pleasure that almost causes me to completely fall apart. The tension is building in me and I want him so bad. He licks his fingers causing me to shiver in pure pleasure.
He doesn't take more than a second to go in slowly. Whoever said losing your virginity felt good is fucking Pinocchio!
It hurts so bad, I want to cry, but after a few seconds he is all the way in and it feels so good the way he stretches me and fills me.
I can feel the condom and it doesn't feel right. But it's keeping me from being a teen mom. So it could feel like sandpaper and I wouldn't care. It stops feeling normal when he pulls out fastly. I gasp and bite my lip.
"Fuck." He says through gritted teeth. I can feel him twitch inside of me. He slowly starts moving in and out, at a pace I am already falling in love with. I can feel the sensation building up again but this time I completely lose it. My walls clench and all I can see are stars and white light. I grip onto the sheets and arch my back.
A loud moan comes out of me and it kinda sounds like Anthony is holding back his. He finishes up and says two words I never thought I would hear after losing my virginity.
"Oh fuck!"
I can feel a stick substance and I look at the condom that is completely broken. My heart starts racing and this time, I begin to cry.
I can still feel the pain from him, I know it's not his fault, but I'm starting college in two days and of course, this has to happen my first time.
"It's okay we can go pick up a plan b tablet right now." I nod really not wanting any further disappointment from others. I am kind of disappointed in myself. In a way, I set myself up for this I could have started taking the pill and we wouldn't have to worry.
I can see how I hurt him. I cried even though I enjoyed every single second of him. I really don't want to hurt him so, I give him a small smile.
"You were fucking fantastic, just I am stressed right now about school and now this. You know I am always stressing over stuff. What we just did meant something to me, we are mates and I could feel my wolf begging to break out. My first shift is coming soon and I can't wait to feel as much as you feel." I say slowly getting dressed.
"I know baby, but it is my fault I haven't bought new condoms in a while." He blushes as he says that.
That kind of makes me smile knowing he hasn't needed them for such a long time that they are expired. But we still need plan b.
"While we are there we should pick up some birth control. I talked to my doctor about it in high school but never took them. I can pick up the ones he recommended to me. You can pick up some better condoms." He smiles and puts on his sweatshirt.
We rush to the nearest pharmacy and I run in. I grab the what is needed and I take the pill.
The tea tastes so good that I end up drinking it all before I get back to the car.
He looks through the bag and grabs the two boxes of condoms.
"So these are your plans?" I playfully hit him clearly annoyed.
"No, I just want to make sure there is enough. Also, one of those boxes are flavored, so I figured dare to be different."
He smiles and asks, "Are you okay?" I nod and say I am perfectly fine and he seems content with my answer.
The car ride is silent when we get home. I make a simple dinner and we eat at the dinner table sneaking peeks at each other. I eat the last of my salad and gulp up my milk totally unladylike and I don't care.
My stomach is full and I clean up my mess and his eyes never leave what I am doing.
"Can I see your wolf," I ask really wanting to see it.
"We can find a nice forest area and go for a nice run and maybe you can give me a ride?" A big grin is on his face and I just really want to see his wolf.
He laughs,
"I thought, I gave you a good enough ride today." I can feel my cheeks get hot as I beg him again to take me, like a child. I want to be with his wolf for a while. It is what connects us.