Pain of life

Life it is not simple. One thing can cause your life to go to shit. But one thing can also change your life for the better. Why is that? Does someone control the changes? Or is it all systematic? Hell I don't know I'm just a 17 year old kid. Who has his whole life ahead of him. But actually I don't know if I have my whole life ahead of me. Honestly what is a whole life? Is it being rich and famous, or is it living life to its fullest? There is so many questions and not a lot of answers. So how do we we find the answers? That's what this writing is going to be about. Just random questions. It's going to be messy. And random. But what ever. It's for fun. So have fun reading. Shit if u don't like then fuck off and have a nice day. ;) By the way I'm Zane Cervantes. Ik confusing last name right. Hahahah I'm a high school student. Who lives a normal life. If you read this notice there is going to be vile language. And probably some adult content. I'm not looking for this to be perfect. So most likely it's going to be bad and spelling going to suck my grammar is bad and so on. But what this is going to be is questions or daily life thing and so on. Nothing insane. So have fun. Read is u want. This is just for fun.