Y/N's P.O.V
It's been a month and Jungkook keeps telling me that I am clingy and comparing me to Lisa. If I eat he says that the way she eats is better than mine. If I wear something he would say that if Lisa wears that it would look better on her. I just don't understand how did they become this close. What did she do to him to make him interested in her this much. I am not the type of being jealous. I didn't even think of being jealous over him in my whole life. And if I become jealous I would convince myself that he is my boyfriend and that he is only mine. But this Lisa girl just gives me bad feelings about her relationship with Jungkook I am tired already I think if he compares me once more to her I will burst out.
I went straight to the shower after I took some of my clothes so I could wear them in the bathroom instead of coming out with a towel. I bet that Jungkook will call me a slut when I come out like that.
When I come out of the shower Jungkook was sitting on the edge of the bed. And as I moved away from the bathroom door I saw him enter quickly inside so that he could take a shower as well.
I laid down on the bed thinking about our relationship. I was thinking that it's not working out anymore, when Jungkook suddenly came out of the bathroom and laid down on the bed after drying his wet hair. I pretended to be asleep cause I didn't want to see him in front of me, I feel so hurt. My thoughts were cut of when I heard him say
"Y/N??" I didn't reply
Jk :" Y/N goodnight"
I still didn't respond to him. Believe me I want to but nothing is coming out of my mouth.
Jk:"Why aren't you talking to me like before?!"
Y/N: " What do you mean ? I am still the way I used to be with you" I said as I moved my body so that I am facing him.
Jk:" no you are not. You are not greeting me anymore and you are not talking to me you are not even being clingy to me like before."
Y/N:" I just got tired you know"
Jk:" WOW just like that"
Y/N:" Why do you even care? You were the one who told me to stop being clingy and all touchy touchy."
Jk: " I just-I just wanted some space."
Y/N: " that's good and I am giving you space right now." I said while going back to my previous position with my back facing him.
I felt his arms caressing my waist and then slowly moving to me belly. His face went deep into my neck sniffing my sent. I froze in my place. My mind blocked. I missed him. I missed his touches. I came back to reality when. He hovered over me sucking on my neck. I tried to push him but he was strong. He didn't even move an inch.
Y/N: "Jungkook"
Jk: " Hmmm" he hummed in respond.
Y/N: " please s-stop"
Jk: "Why?"
Y/N: " I am not in the mood" I lied to him I was in the mood but thinking of how he is been acting towards me makes me feel that he is doing this just for fun and for his horny ass. Not because he missed me and not because he wants me.
Jk: " No I am not going to move" he said
Y/N: "Just move. I don't want it" I said pushing him with both of my hands.
Jk: " Ok, ok - fine. I am gonna move." He said laying down on the bed. The silence took over us, but not for too long because he broke it with his words. Not only the silence he broke my heart with them as well.
Jk: "If Lisa was my girlfriend she would of have let me do her right now." My head turned towards him so fast that it felt like it broke. My eyes widened. I was on the verge of crying but I don't want him to see me all broken.
Jk: "I bet she would feel better in my arms. she is experienced a lot more than you." He said with a smirk on his face