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"Everyone around me was just a blur. They were all irrelevant and did not matter to me. I just knew even in my early age that I was set for one thing alone and that is to be the perfect king I will be once I rise and take the throne. Life for me was indeed the exact opposite from you. I did not have the chance to play with kids my age. Did not get the chance to enjoy the sun and sweat like a kid. That was when my life became gray and devoid of colors. I started to wake up and do the same thing over and over again. I got so caught up in the image set before me that I thought that it was fine and that I was going to be okay but I figured that it was not and I won't be fine."