I am at fault for choosing him over my family. I loved him more than i should have so i am being punished for my mistakes.

His name was Dardan. We met while studing on the same medicine university. I got attracted to him and fell immediately in love with him. We were both foreign students so we understood each other.

In the last year of school we both had to go back home. But we promised to get back together and marry. When i came back home my father wanted me to marry a man he had chosen. I was against it. He kept insisting. I wrote to Dardan he said he could not come but told me to not give up on us and i trusted him. I went against my father whom i loved the most. I ran away from home and went to go meet with him.When i got to his place i found him with my friend. I could not understand my soul crumbled. This could not be true no it could have not happened to me. I gave up everything to be with him.

He didn't even look at me and left her to ''deal'' with me. And so she began telling me how much they both hated me. How they envied my achievments so they just decided on using me than just ruining me and then throwing me away. How much they had laughed at my in love mode.

In that moment i felt a big pain in my chest. It was the same pain as if somebody was stabbing me. I feel on my knees and she just continued staring. She thought i was faking until i collapsed. Than she was happy with the thought that i might die. And so this was how i died .

Now i am just looking at the faces of the people that are staying over my grave. My father blamed himself . The doctors had said that the death cause had been a big motional event that had made me very said to the point my heart couldn't take it. My father thought that his behaviour had cost this. And Dardan and Meral had accused him of being his fault. While i was screaming with my soul saying it was not his fault but it was for nothing. Noone could hear me.