While screamed to get my father to hear i felt another pain in my chest just like the one before. This time it was stronger and it was getting stronger.
I fainted in my ghosted state and when i woke up i was back in time. It was one month before Ruslan proposed me to marry him. At the time though school had finished way early for me he had left over exams so i stayed back for him . So now was the moment i was supposed to go home but i hadn't.
I had time i could save myself and my life. I could start a new life in my country away from the two of them. But first i had to cut them off.
I got up and got myself dressed. Went outside and had my breakfast. He came secretely from the back and scared me. The moment i saw his face my body got full of disgust and pain.
Esma i am sorry i didn't want to scare you that much. He said looking at my face.
I came back to my senses.
It's okay i just got suprised. I didn't know it was you. Dardan we have something to talk.
He looked at me and got a serious face.
What happened ? What is wrong?(he asked as if he was the most innocent person in this universe)
Dardan i think we should get some time apart from each other. I feel like this is not working for the two of us right now. I need to be away from you. I finished my exams and i want go back home. After a month we have graduation ceremony until then we won't be seeing each other.
What is the meaning of this Esma? What do you mean by we can't be together? I don't get what you are saying. Please do not do this to us. You know i love you.
Well maybe you love me Dardan. But at this moment i do not love you. In the begining i loved you but right now all that love is gone . I am sorry i cannot continue lying you or myself. Goodbye Dardan.
He stayed there in shock he could not even react to my words. Yeah i wanted to take revenge om him and Meral but my priority was preventing my fathers sadness. So i was getting home with the first plane i could get to home.
I left 2 days later. At the airport only my closest friend Zilka was waiting for me. It was a suprise that i was coming everyone thought i would come a month later. In the past that would have been true. But right now there was nothing and noone who could keep me away from home.
The moments Zilka saw me she came running and hugged me.
Esma i have missed you so much my friend. But i thought you said you were coming a month later. You said you would stay with him. What happened baby?
Zilka we broke up. And the reason is i don't feel the same way i used to feel for him so i decided to break all ties from him. That's why i came so early. Do not ask me anymore about this. Right now all i want to do is go home and be with my family.
Come here my baby. Whatever you are going through know that i am here for you.
I know Zilku. I never had doubts on that. Now let's hurry and go home.
Oki doki let's go.