I felt nothing, nothing at all, It felt somewhat comforting yet scary at the same time, the silence around me and the darkness had the same effect. It felt like I was floating yet falling at the same time. my shoulders felt... light? somewhat free yet still shackled. I hated that shackled feeling, I wanted to be free. I started feeling, the sadness I had been through, the depression, it made me want to give up. The anger I felt, I wanted to rip something apart. The shame, I wanted to die. The lust... I wanted... I wanted something, anything. Then the confusion hit. What did I want? Why did I want it?
I wanted... love? Freedom? I wanted love to fill me up till I could be filled no more, I wanted to be free, free to do anything I wanted, free to murder, to love, and just the feeling of freedom. It didn't matter in what form it came. If chaos gave me what I wanted I would happily accept, If Heaven gave me what I wanted I would take it, even if Hell came, I would take it. All I needed was freedom. But freedom always came with a price right? At this very moment I didn't care, I wanted it.
"Hoh? What an interesting soul~ Tell me little thing, what would you do If I gave you that freedom?"
"Anything."
"Anything? Even if you were to regret it?"
"Even... Even if I were to regret it..."
"Oh? But you seem to hesitate~"
"..."
"Hm? How interesting~ Even with your hesitation there is no doubt, only confusion~"
"What?"
"Hahaha~ You are quite interesting~ well then~ How about we make a deal?"
"Sure."
"Pft- Not even an ounce of hesitation in that one~"
"Listen, whomever you are, I am but a simple woman, I hear a deal and I want to hear what the deal is."
"Kahahahahahaha~ huhuhu~ honestly what the hell is wrong with you? Even I'm getting confused looking into your mind, oh that's interesting~"
"First, Everything. Second, Don't fucking look in there man! And third, whatever you just saw or heard in there you didn't hear. Lastly I have something to say, Your voice is fucking hot."
"Oh~ Thank you for the compliment~ Anyway let us discuss our deal since you've already been floating here for quite a while."
"Yes ma'am."
"Kehehe, ehem, So our deal would be like this, I would give you what you want and even a few bonuses to go with that as long as you do something for me~"
"And that something is?"
"Simple of course. Become mine~"
"Say what now?"
"I said become mine."
"Okay."
" Don't worry though you'll get your freed- what did you say?"
"Okay?"
"..."
"... what?"
"I thought I would at least have to explain first... You're honestly one of the most confusing souls I've come across."
"boo."
"... Anyway Since you've agreed I'll only say this then throw you into a world. Firstly you'll get the freedom you've asked for and even the sex life, of course I'll let you pick out, say about 4 to 5 skills and or traits, for your life down here. You'll also have to choose a race while there since you wont be born normally and when you are you'll basically be an adult but I'll also give you a child's form of you want to live out your childhood. You wont have any parents though since you'll be practically artificially developed by the world itself, tehe~ and- oh nevermind, I'll just save the rest into your memory since this is taking too long- tata~"
"Huh-"
I felt a suction behind me quickly pulling me in while also breaking apart the chains that were attatched to me. As I was going into the wormhole I heard an exclamation of surprise but I was already falling through the hole to fully make out the words that came after.
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"Shit. Clotho is going to be mad at me-"
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